Sparks of Journey

1# A Story That Was Once Told

2010-12-07T18:01:00.025+08:00

FLASHBACK

Homestay In Tokyo, Japan Back In 2007

10th of December 2007

The start of my homestay programme in Tokyo, Japan began. It was a dark, rainy and cloudy evening. Dad drove to Concorde Inn, Hotel which is located nearby KLIA. I needed to attend a day of course before flying off to Tokyo. My mind started wondering off about a whole lot of things. Mainly, it was about meeting the other participants of the homestay programme. I was nervous, scared, thrilled and excited at the same time. I tried to picture how those people were going to be. Were they going to be extremely pleasant or the complete opposite? The weather didn't do much help either. It worsen my thoughts in the car. After approximately an hour or so, we finally reached our destination.

All the participants were in a formal dress. Ties for gents, dresses for girls. As for me, I sticked to the normal traditional clothes, baju kurung. We made our way to the respective halls. Parents and participants had to be separated as both were divided into different categories for the day. The administrator gave a short talk about the homestay programme that we were about to experience. All the rules and whatnot were brought out to brace ourselves in Japan later on.

To cut things short, that night we had another talk to attend to. This time around, we played games and learn basic japanese. It was soothing and I made new friends. My room partner was Arinah, a 15 year old girl from Kedah who was really friendly and despite the fact that I was two years younger than her, we became good acquaintances. I even met three seniors from my school who were very welcoming. I remembered sleeping at 12 a.m. or 1 a.m. because for us participants, the night was still young and we had to brush up our japanese language skills in order to survive!

11th December 2007

Buckle up, kids ! Get ready for the adventures of your life that you're about to experience because we're FLYING off to JAPAAAAN !

Sadly, my roommate and I got separated because she was going off to Osaka while I was going off to Tokyo. Anyway, our flight was about 11.50 PM, 10 minutes to midnight. Parents and participants had to bid their goodbyes before participants had to ride on those trains to go to the other part of the terminal. Once the gate was opened, we got on to the aeroplane.

So, I had to sit between two guys who were from the group. It was extremely awkward. Especially the part where I had to shut my eyes and sleep. Like c'mon, how can I sleep when I'm sitting between two guys? -_- Nevertheless, they were really nice. They helped take my hand luggage, haha! Oh and out of all the participants who were going to Tokyo, or probably Japan, I was the youngest of them all. It was nice knowing that. I feel protected somehow. Hehe. Anyway, the flight was about 8 solid hours. Thank God it was a night flight so I guess the only thing we all did was sleep, to freshen ourselves up for the next day.

12th December 2007

Ohayou Gozaimasu, Tokyo, Japan!

We touched down at Narita Airport at 7.30 AM, Tokyo time. Waiting outside the airport was our bus with a friendly bus driver! He took us to the Hippo Office in Shibuya. This was finally the moment. The moment of where we participants get to finally meet, know & stay with our respective foster families. The first task that the Hippo Club did was, they called out the names of the foster family and the participant together according to the name list, and both had to show up on stage and start hugging each other like mad! It was funny when they demonstrated it to us! The two who demonstrated were jumping up and down while hugging and the music that was playing made it even funnier! :D

"Helinna-san together with Takani family"!

My heart skipped a beat. I came running out to the stage and opposite me came a lady, who looked very sweet with her warm smile. "OMG , is this my foster mom? Cause it doesn't look like her in the picture..", I said in my head while hugging her like mad. When we finally broke off, she explained to me that my foster mother had work and that she couldn't get a leave for today. I learned that she was my foster mother's friend who was named Mi-chan. Mi-chan told me about my foster siblings who were in school right now and that I will be very happy to see them. Now this time, I tested on my japanese language skills. I confidently asked Mi-chan in Japanese about my foster siblings' profile. I proudly say that she was amazed and thought how wonderful it was for me to be able to speak a little bit of japanese. :D

The Tokyo Group ! :)

Moving on, we walked to Shibuya Station. The participants finally went out separately, following their foster mothers. I followed 3 of my friends from the group, along with Mi-Chan and their foster mothers. It was my first time riding on the densha (japanese train) ! Before getting down to Saitamaken (where my hometown is), my 2 other friends got off to some other city/town with their foster mothers. Down at Saitamaken, Mi-Chan, Lydia (one of my friends from the group), Lydia's foster mum and I walked together with our luggage bags to Lydia's foster family's house. The walk wasn't that far but the weather was cold to the max!

When we reached the house, the first thing that I saw was a black inu (doggie) in front of the compound. It looked kind of fierce but since it had his house pinned up with woods, I wasn't that scared to come up to their house. Right at the door, stood Haruka-chan and Sayaka-chan (Lydia's foster twin sisters) who were aged 9. They were utterly cute and they treated Lydia and I both well. I had a cup of Ocha (red tea) which was definitely right for the body with the warm heater switched on in the house.

Meet Haruka-chan & Sayaka-chan, the two cute twins that I first made friends with. ♥

So, while waiting for my foster mom to come and pick me up, I played with Lydia, Haruka and Sayaka. The twins taught us a lot of games which I find really amusing because back in Malaysia, I don't think I did ever play it before. We all laughed our butts off when I tried communicating really fast in Japanese but failed to. The twins both had on the "i don't know look"! HAHA. So in the end we all sticked to talking in Japanese really slowly and understandable. Even sign languages were inserted in too! :D

At 5.30 pm (by this time, it was already dark!), my foster mother and Kaito-chan (my foster brother) finally came to fetch me from the twins' house. Like how we were taught back in the day, I hugged my foster mum and brother madly. My foster mum even said to me "anak saya!" while hugging me. HAHAHA, it was the first time I heard my foster mum talked in Malay. I followed her and Kaito back home in their white Estima. Kaito was being all shy but as soon as okaa-san (mother in Japanese) started driving, he put on a blanket on my lap and I couldn't help but go "AWWWWWWW, Arigatou-ne Kaito-chan" ♥ :D

The first thing that I was touched right after I enter my new lovely home was this :-

HAHAHA, the T is missing but whatever, :') I still love it! Not only that but, Kaito and Aya gave me a surprise gift too! :-

They both made it with love, AWWW :). And not to mention, both their hobbies are drawing!

Kaito-chan, Me & Ayaka-chan playing cards together under the warm kotetsu. ♥

Ate dinner at 6.00 PM (pretty early compared to my daily dinner time!). After that, Aya-chan (my foster sister) came home and we (Aya, Kaito & I) decided to play cards, basketball, watch television under the kotetsu (warm heated blanket) and many more. I had my first japanese hot spring bath (jacuzzi) in the bathroom which was prepared by okaa-san. It was all that I needed to warm up my body again, haha! Anyway, otou-san came back quite late. About 8 P.M, I think. And the first words that came out of his mouth right after he saw me was, "Come to Papa, my daughter!". HAHAHAHAHA I tried so hard not to laugh but in the end everybody else ended up laughing with me. I had a little chit-chat with the family and when the clock struck 10.10 P.M, the rents' told me that it was bedtime already and I should have a good sleep. Okaa-san put me in bed at my room. While tugging the comforter, she said to me "Selamat Malam , anak perempuan saya!":D. It was sooo cute when she said it with her rosy cheeks exposed while grinning! So then, I replied back to her "Selamat malam ibuku", with a big and warm smile. :) That night, I went to sleep while thinking about the upcoming journey that I was about to experience next.

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Here's a funny epic moment (well, at least to me :P) :-

After dinner, I had a really bad stomach ache and I thought of excusing myself to go to the toilet but unfortunately, that little visit had to be put on hold because okaa-san brought out desert. And it wasn't just any desert. Oh yes, it was a milky-sort-of-creme-brulee desert which I had to forcefully stuffed it in my stomach. The desert was extremely delicious but my stomach was making a really big fit so what I did was, I finished up my desert quickly (i actually stuffed in a BIG SPOONFUL of it into my stomach. I wonder if Aya & Kaito actually saw me doing it because to be honest, it was unladylike! D:) and finally, finally I stood up from the chair and confessed "I need to go to the bathroom please!!!". As okaa-san was busy washing the dishes, she asked both kaito and aya to show me the way to the bathroom. I quickly mouthed to them the word "toiree toiree!" - which means toilet in Japanese. And we quickly walked (or probably ran :P) to the toilet together and these two lovely foster siblings of mine even bowed to me while gesturing their hands towards the toilet right before I rushed in. It was really polite of them and I couldn't help but mouthed "Arigatou-ne !" again and again while chuckling even though the stomach was being such a pain. Anyhow, those nasi kandar from the airport really did me well, huh. HAHAHAHA. No wonder my stomach couldn't stand it. :P

~to be continued~

3 days in a post should be enough, am I right? :)

p/s: I know I should have posted this up a long time ago and not 3 years after the whole experience but here I am, reminiscing a past experience that I hoped I can experience once again.

yours truly,
helinna

Salam Maal Hijrah 1432

2010-12-07T17:38:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

QuranHadis : Ya Allah, jadikan awal tahun ini kebaikan, pertengahannya kegembiraan & akhirnya kejayaan bagi kehidupan dunia & akhirat kami. Amin #1432H

Awal Muharam, detik permulaan yang baru. Marilah kita bersama-sama menanamkan azam yang baru dalam diri masing-masing untuk menegakkan syiar Islam.
Amin Ya Rabbil Alamin.

"It's a beginning of a new chapter"

Cinta Nostalgia

2010-12-04T17:55:00.013+08:00

Cinta nostalgia adalah cinta yang suatu ketika pernah dirasai, disentuhi dan seterusnya, diingati bersama orang yang dicintai sewaktu bersama dahulu. Orang yang dikatakan itu bagaikan telah mewarnai kehidupan kita yang selama ini hanyalah dilakar tanpa sebarang keceriaan mahupun kebahagiaan. Gambar kehidupan yang sedia ada itu seperti tidak lengkap kerana kita berasa bahawa kehidupan harian kita tidak ada sebarang perubahan yang ketara untuk membuatkan hati kita gembira, air muka kita sedih mahupun membuatkan kita merasai apa-apa perasaan kerana kehidupan kita hanyalah seperti apa yang selalu dilalui sepanjang bernafas di bumi yang dicipta oleh Ilahi. Perasaan tidak ingin hidup juga kadang-kala bermain di fikiran dengan hasutan syaitan yang selalu tidak mengalah untuk menyesatkan orang-orang yang beriman. Orang yang ditemui atau lebih jelas dikatakan, jodoh dapat mengubah diri kita dalam saat-saat kita amat memerlukannya. Kehadirannya juga dapat membuatkan hati kita melompat keriangan kerana kita mengetahui bahawa dalam dunia ini, ada juga seseorang yang mencintai kita dengan berbeza daripada cinta Tuhan, ibu-bapa mahupun keluarga. Diri ini berasa seperti dihargai dan dikasihi sepenuhnya dengan cinta yang diberi olehnya.

Segala suka dan duka dikongsi bersama dalam apa jua keadaan. Segala apa yang ingin disampaikan terasa seperti mempunyai jawapan. Apabila hati resah dilempari rintangan, si dia dapat membuatkan kita berasa seperti dunia ini belum berakhir. Dalam segelintir masa, emosi dapat berubah. Tatkala sakit di hati juga ada terasa. Perasaan cemburu apabila melihat suatu gambaran mengubah persepsi kita dalam mempercayai orang yang dicintai. Tetapi dengan kata-katanya yang manis, hati dimenangi juga dengan cepat dan kita pun kembalilah ke pangkuannya.

Walau bagaimanapun, cinta yang suatu ketika dahulu pernah dirasai mungkinlah bukan cinta kita yang dijodohi Allah S.W.T. Di hari-hari yang akan datang, kita akan menemui jua jejaka yang akan menerima kita sebagai isteri dalam tangannya. Cinta yang dahulu dirasai boleh menghantui kita dalam jangka masa kita ingin mengubatinya. Mainan fikiran yang sengaja membuatkan diri ini berasa hilang boleh membuatkan kita mengingati semula cinta nostalgia itu iaitu cinta yang
suatu dahulu pernah berlaku, tetapi tidak lagi.

Dengan itu, kita seharusnya kuat menghadapi kepedihan cinta ini kerana sewaktu kita merasainya, kita kuat berpegang padanya. Adalah masa buat kita untuk meluru ke hadapan dan mencari yang lain tetapi kali ini, langkah pertama yang harus kita bertindak ialah untuk berjaga-jaga dan tidaklah terburu-buru dalam memberikan seseorang itu cinta kita yang sebenarnya sangatlah istimewa kerana ia merupakan anugerah Allah S.W.T dalam kita memberikannya kepada jodoh kita yang ditetapkan sejak azali lagi.

Manusia senang sahaja jatuh hati kepada mana-mana insan yang lain tetapi setelah hati dipatahkan, jalan kembali adalah sukar dan kita merasai bahawa kepercayaan kepada seseorang telah lenyap begitu sahaja. Namun begitu, pengajaran yang kita dapati daripada cinta yang pertama dapat memberi kita lebih pengetahuan dalam fasal-fasal cinta ini. Kita menjadi lebih berpengetahuan dan dalam hari-hari yang akan datang, kita akan faham erti cinta yang sebenarnya. Ingatlah, cinta bukan sekadar ungkapan.

Gossip Girl Fever

2010-12-03T16:03:00.007+08:00

I have been cooped up all morning in bed watching Gossip Girl. Now how awesome is that? :D

The thing that sucks right now is that, I just had to stop on episode 12 because I found out dear sis didn't download the whole episode of season 3. Bummer.

Oh My God, I don't know why but Chuck Bass is just so yummy. Yummy for Blair Waldorf, that is. They are meant to be together, I swear! It's more than just Romeo and Juliet, okay? Actually, I reckon they're even better than any other love couples out there whether it's from the tale of classics to Angelina Jolie & Brad Pitt. :P

And I have a new crush for Nate Archibald. Damn it, his piercing blue eyes just can't seem to stop sparkle each time he's in love. I don't know about his love life but Serena is just definitely not it. She's not the girl for dear ol' Nate. Dan Humphrey is for you, Serena. But just imagine, having a boyfriend who is your stepbrother doesn't beat out the extremely gargantuan, bold word of incest. Now people must be thinking , 'but they're not exactly siblings by blood' but, they seem like one now with Rufus and Lily together as an official marriage couple. Don't you think so?

So, Nate should just .. well I don't really know but sometimes I wished he and Blair would be together someday. But somehow, that doesn't seem to work out because Chuck is the perfect guy for Blair. So I guess Nate should just stick with lil' J. That would be thrilling because as far as I remember, the first kiss that they shared together was smoking h-o-t ! Ahh, Nate Archibald is such a good kisser! *drools

About what I conclude earlier back in the previous paragraph, maybe Dan should just stick to being with Vanessa? I don't really know because I'm still on episode 13 of season 3 and maybe there are some gossips that I haven't quite know yet. Maybe Vanessa might turn out the bad girl or Dan finally lets Olivia back into his life? I don't know. It's all so complicated with the director turning here and there in the direction of the storyline. It's getting really confusing. But Chuck and Blair must stay the same, okay Mr. Director? :)

Before I start blabbing over and over -- OH WAIT ! There's another character who appeared at the beginning of season 3 and I can't help but to notice because he is one cute tanned guy ! He is Scott, Lily & Rufus's real son. I hope he appears more in the upcoming season ! Teehee. :D

Basically, I just can't wait to find out the ending of the story. I heard there's one more season coming up-- Season 5? So yeah, will be waiting for that. But before that, I'm gonna have to take care of season 3 first and then 4. :)

p/s : there's this episode where all the girl characters wore a barrette & I can't help but crave for a red or purple one.

p/p/s : I just read the spoilers for the last episode of season 3. I am shocked! Blair and Chuck. :( Ugh, little J should just get out of the picture. -.-

your truly,
helinna

Always In My Mind

2010-11-29T21:13:00.004+08:00

HOLIDAYS are here and I should start doing something beneficial.

until then, this blog will be under construction (:
i'm setting a goal of becoming a brilliant writer.
but to achieve that, i must go study up my language and widen my horizon around this beautiful world.
i shall seek knowledge, find new acquaintances & see the beauty of nature.
while doing all that, i will construct in my music skills.
i never really knew life was about seeking answers and exploring.
i thought we live, work, retire & grow old until we die just like any other humans 100000 years ago.
Honestly, i was wrong.
it was more than that.
it was all about getting to know your creator.
making a good change to this world, is another thing.
life is all about having perspectives.
gaining, seeking and exploring are all the things that may lead you to becoming another person.
when i travel, i feel that complete satisfaction especially when you get to see a whole of that place with people surrounding you.
i believe that life is great no matter how painful sometimes the obstacles & hurdles you have to endure.
all you have to do is go on with the flow with a big heart,
to achieve what you want in your life.
so start asking yourselves,
what do you really want?
that way, you can walk a mile in your own shoes before other people get a chance to.
you may never know whether they want to learn you or deliberately step on you.
love yourself before loving others.
you will learn to become mature & have a completely unscathed life.
pray all the time to Allah the Almighty so that you will never get lost in the near ends.

Selamat Hari Raya , Maaf Zahir dan Batin :)

2010-09-11T19:33:00.004+08:00

Greetings!

Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin! It's the second day of raya and I'm beat out. I am having a massive stomachache that I can hardly stand most of the time in the day. Especially not when I'm at other people's house, trying to communicate or at other times, I'm probably just tuning in any conversations that my sensitive ears might detect. What's sad is that, Ramadhan has just ended in a blink of an eye. Mom told me we shouldn't be TOO happy about Aidilfitri. The holy month of Ramadhan was a month where all Muslims should have fought the urge to do anything nonsense or things that is not necessary at all. I was seriously devastated that I couldn't really spend my time wisely during that time. I wanted to finish the Quran within the month's time but my planning didn't go too well. Well, I guess I shouldn't even stop reading the holy Quran nonetheless because I am really looking forward to Katam again. As for Terawih Prayers, Alhamdulillah I did manage to go for quite a time. I am grateful that there is a mosque located nearby the house. Alhamdulillah.

So, first day of Raya went out perfectly well. I ate a lot and syukur Alhamdulillah, my tummy was content with food. We went to Moyang Limah's, Nek Cho's, Atuk Lee's and Atuk Hood's house. The whole day we were out and about, off and ready to meet the respective relatives. I didn't find myself communicating that much yesterday and it felt really silent. Sigh, I hope I can overcome this problem or better yet, find something interesting to talk about with the cousins. On another note, I met this German + Iranian guy who was Aunty Ju's foster son. He joined AFS & he is 16! I definitely would want to learn more about his culture. It would be very interesting to do so.

The second of Raya a.k.a today, we went to Atuk Suhaimi's open house. I met Alina there and it was fun! Nadiah came an hour later. Still enjoyed it eventhough my tummy was giving me a hard time. Seriously, ugh. Then, I went to Alya's house for her open house. It was okay, we talked and talked and suddenly Aiman came. It was surprising, really. I didn't expect him to turn up really early! Anyway, he was friendly. And funny too. Lol! We talked about stuff , random stuff came up too. It wasn't that awkward, thank god! So, yes. :)

Right now I should be anticipating Ayah Chik and the family! Bye. :)

your truly,
helinna

Camp Rock 2 - The Final Jam

2010-09-04T18:57:00.009+08:00

Nate singing 'Introducing Me' to Dana :)

Shane and Mitchie look different, don't you think?

Most of you might be aware that I am a HUGE camp rock fan. Thanks to my neighbour eli, I watched the whole movie on the internet. She gave me a link where I could watch it. What was upsetting, I watched it at a really bad timing (tuition was starting in another half an hours time). I had to stopped mid-way to promptly go to tuition. It sucked because my favourite part (A Nate and Dana scene) was played right after I had to pause it. Nonetheless, I came back home with full of determination to watch the whole thing until the end. Unfortunately for me, the internet was not being nice at all. I got a tad bit mad with it. Ugh. It stopped loading right after Nate sang 'Introducing Me' to Dana. Suck balls, I might have to point out. In the midst of waiting, I talked to Elizabeth on Twitter. It was delightful having to share thoughts about your interest with an understanding friend who loves what you like too. I rambled on and on about how cute Nate and Dana were with her. It seriously boost up my level of likeness towards the Jonas Brothers. Ever since Demi dated Joe, my feelings towards Joe sort of perished. Maybe it was because I was too heartbroken to even start back again. Anyhow, I still love them. All of them. Not just Joe, for the record. Everyone did a good job in Camp Rock 2! Especially Chloe Bridges who played Dana. She and Nate had a sort of complicated love bonding. Nate was shy while Dana wanted to learn more about him. It was completely upsetting for Nate because he couldn't tell his personal details to a random girl whom he just met. It was.. too hard. As a solution to that, Jason gave him the idea of singing a song to Dana. He thought the idea was a brilliant one and started composing. The part where he sang 'Introducing Me' to Dana sort of took my breath away. Haha! He looked so frigging cute whilst Dana seemed very touched. I think that was one of my favourite part.

As for the main couple Shane and Mitchie, there was a slight change in their appearance. Not that it was a bad thing or anything but, I find that they've grown so matured. Nonetheless, it did not really interrupt the moments they had together. In front of my eyes, I still do see them as Shane and Mitchie. This love couple on screen still is my favourite couple ever since camp rock was born. The storyline might have diverted a bit where Mitchie became a leader and thus, does not really spend time with Shane that much. Consequently, Shane was a bit pissed at her. But since this is a disney movie, all were good after a few heart felt moment. I am serious, Shane is just such a sweetheart in the movie. If I would to have a boyfriend like Shane, I would be the most happiest girl on Earth. But at last, that does not come easily. Haha! What I like most about Shane and Mitchie are, whenever they start to sing together, their collaborations are awesome! My favourite songs by them in the movie would be 'Wouldn't Change A Thing', 'You're My Favourite Song' and some other songs which.. I forgot the title. Besides that, I think Joe looked really hot in the movie. I still prefer his looks in the first one though but this..this is a change. And sheepishly, I am still in love. Haha! As for Demi, I just love all her outfits. Mostly she wore dresses during the summer camp. A cardigan and a dress were her signature outfit in the movie.

Other than that, I love the dance moves! Camp Star reminded me of Glee for a tiny winy second. Moreover, the opponent team had a remarkably grand stage that can make a person awed by it. I love their songs too, to be honest. All in all, I love this camp rock 2. I do love the first one too because that was when I actually know the Jonas Brothers. Haha! Will watch it again and again because it was definitely one enjoyable movie!

Oh and I think Camp Rock 2 has more singing + DANCING scenes. Camp Rock 1 had a steady plot but this, this was a brand new start for them to come back to camp after a year.

yours truly,
helinna

English Literature - This is A Goodbye Post.

2010-08-27T21:06:00.004+08:00

Bye, English Literature. I don't think I'll be able to cope up with you anymore. It has been a great journey following up with your knowledge. I don't loathe you, neither do I regretted learning you. The past eight months have been such a joyful road. I wish I could stay but I'm guessing I just have to catch up on other subjects. You weren't my first priority from the beginning but you were one of my favourites though the class did me no good. Most of the time I find myself not being able to write at all during class. It doesn't matter anymore. Whats past has past. I shall move on. I'll be sending kisses and hugs to you and to my role 'Miss Chee'. Someone else deserves it better. I really think so. Goodbye.

yours truly,
helinna

But this doesn't mean I won't do my own analysis on short stories and poems. I have a big heart to it. It is my hobby. :)

EXAMS - :S

2010-08-27T17:02:00.005+08:00

Hi diary ;),

I am supposed to be doing productive stuff today. Unfortunately, that plan did not happen. I was stuck on facebook and twitter letting time pass by like that. Sometimes I find it rather a waste of time checking all of this because seriously, it is only a social network that connects you and your friends. Its not some kind of an educational business or anything. As much as I sound like a nerd, I strictly agree to what I had just stated back there.

Anyhow, I've got to start studying already. Finals might be a month away but OPEN YOUR EYES, there's not much time left before you've got to face the war on the day of the battlefield. I'm pretty much lacking behind in certain subjects and parts. I supposed the lack of reading makes me this way. Or more likely, the lack of paying attention in class. UGH. Especially when it comes to physics, I find myself trying not to let bubbles evaporate when they are all flying away in different directions. Other subjects are better left unsaid thank you very much.

Whats worst, I have my major Japanese Exam coming up in September. You know how Japanese exams freak me out every term because I can't even read Katakana nor Kanji without looking at my textbook. I guess I lack practice in all this. My Japanese is getting way poorer day by day and it sucks! I used to be top last time in class.

So I'm guessing that I should just stop whining and start committing myself into studies. :)

Insya-Allah, I'll do fine. All I need to do is just to study hard and smart. Amin.

yours truly,
helinna

Sleepover @ Ira's

2010-08-26T17:46:00.005+08:00

Dear diary,

On Wednesday, I slept over at ira's house! It was awesome and I had so much of fun.

After school, I followed ira by her car to go to her piano class. During the whole journey there, I told her pretty much about everything that she needed to know. I finally had hope in myself. There was actually a best friend to hear it all out from me after all. Anyway, it had been almost a few months back since I last step foot at her studio. We played some songs on the piano just like the old days. Well, maybe not that old. Haha. Anyway, before her piano class, we run a few errands. It was hilarious when ira picked up the wrong leaves that her mom told her to buy. The cashier lady was simply laughing at her while the other salesperson gave the correct leaves. I've known that I was a sucker for all this kitchen work, so I chose not to be the leader of it.

We walked along the row of shops in our school uniform. I find it kind of weird and cool at the same time. It is not always you see students walking along together in their school uniforms at such areas. I haven't come to a conclusion whether it was pretty weird or just plain normal because I've never been a resident of that area. Moving on, we saw this vendor van who sold Soya Bean drinks. Being ira who loves Soya Bean, and so do I, she bought two big bottles. The type of Soya Bean she bought was definitely the one which gives people a taste of sparkling, rekindle feeling especially if you are walking non-stop while fasting on a hot day. It made me want to quench my thirst so badly!

After ira's piano class was over, we dropped off for a while to her cousin's place. Greeted her for a while and then, we went back to her house.

We went online, had our bath, etc. etc.

Saba came around 6.00 o'clock. Nothing much happened. I tried to finish up my add math homework but by that time, we had to go downstairs to break our fast.

I was extremely thirsty! I kept on drinking a few glasses of Soya Bean milk and Watermelon Juice after every helping. To top it all of, my favourite juice is Watermelon Juice. :)

Unfortunately for ira, she had her gastric attack. Saba and I followed her to the pharmacy to buy her medicine. The plans to go for Terawih prayer had to be canceled due to her illness. It was kind of sad because I've never technically gone for Terawih with my friends. I only get to meet them there at the mosque. And I was just about to teach ira how to perform the Terawih Prayer.

So instead of going for Terawih, we lazed around in the moonlit night. The moon was pretty as how I recall. It was a full moon. It amazed me all the time when I look at nature. It reminds me about Allah, the creator of the Universe. :)

We finished up our homework (but unfortunately, I did not get to finish mine because my add math tuition homework was a pile of mountains). Ira and Saba watched Vampires Suck and I guess the movie did live up to its title. I only caught a slight glimpse of certain parts because I could not keep my eyes open. So, I gave it in and slept early.

All in all, I had so much of fun. The most annoying part that happened during the sleepover was when Saba's alarm call which was this rock song played throughout the entire time for three solid times! It made me want to throw the phone to a wall or something. Ugh!

Just realized how much I miss the bestfriend. :') We've not been spending too much time together because we haven't been in the same class for two years already! It's sad but knowing our friendship still remains makes me feel really happy and I hope nothing will change as it is now.

yours truly,
helinna

Best Friend

2010-08-23T15:57:00.006+08:00

Before you know it, things will get a little better for you. :)

I find myself living in a world where my mind gets so narrow whenever I get hit by a hurricane. It's not wrong for someone to actually act recklessly at times because when your heart is having splinters, all that matters is to let the pain go away. No matter what kind of moves you make yourself do.

So on Saturday, I cleared it up with my best friend. I asked her whether I was still her best friend or not. It took me just a few minutes asking, to hear the confession that she had made. Finally, when she told me that 'Yes, I was one of her best friends in the world' , I couldn't help but feel a huge burden beyond me slowly eradicating. I learned that she still remembers me as her best friend though we're in different classes now. It makes my heart a little warmer because I thought it was no longer that way, our friendship. So right now I am just so content having my best friend around me during hardship and happy moments. :)

Being jealous about something tells you that you care so much and nothing can come between anything that you're jealous about. It shows you that if you take something for granted, this is how you are going to feel once it vanishes from your life. It is like a reminder for you to treat others just like how you want others to treat you. And I finally understood why sometimes I find myself living in a dark world. It is because I am feeling this jealousy feeling that could bring me at loss. My emotions often disturbed.

yours truly,
helinna

p/s: might be sleeping over at ira's house on friday. hope mum and dad won't mind. :)

National Library

2010-08-22T18:58:00.004+08:00

For nearly two months of waiting to go explore the National Library, mom and dad finally brought me there. It was a total awe moment for a while because all I dreamed of were there. The chairs, the tables, the books, the shelves, the counter and everything else. Unfortunately, certain things disappoint me in some way. The place is huge but they made the place be filled with unnecessary stuff or should I say, with nothing at all. At least put books that might as well fill up the space. I still think that library in the movies are way cooler.

Nonetheless, the books I encountered were interesting! It has a wide range from history-psychology-philosophical-FICTION. I think it's time for me to widen my horizon, to explore new and educational things. When I was younger, mum used to buy me books about nature, history and one thing I will never forget is an encyclopedia book which I still have it in the cabinet. As a little girl, all I had in mind was story books. It didn't hit me at first but now as I look back again, I regretted not reading educational books to let my infant mind grow to a higher level. Anyway, I still do think that story books help to build up the mind in a way that I can think creatively. I could write stories of magical fantasies that may not be the best but I could go on and on about the fairytale world.

Mum and Dad were occupied with our Malayan histories. I am amazed with our warriors who fought for our country. Without their sacrifice and determination, we wouldn't live peacefully in our country. So, basically we started with the upper floor which was the 4th floor and came down to the 3rd, 2nd, 1st and finally to the ground floor. We had to cross to the other side of the building to rent books. Mum found it really troublesome having different buildings to rent the books. What's worst was that, the amount of books that we came up to was not as satisfying as the one we went. The one we went before was learned that it was only for reference.

In the end, dad borrowed two books and so did I. Dad borrowed books about histories. One was about our Malayan warrior and another one was about world history regarding the Jerusalem. The fiction books were too juicy so I ended up borrowing two of it. Will do a book review about them soon after I finish reading it.

And for the icing of the day, I bought my baju raya :).

yours truly,
helinna

Intro - Starting Back Again.

2010-08-21T18:37:00.003+08:00

Dear blog, I've been missing in action for the past few months. I'm sorry for neglecting you. I've decided that I will start writing again. This time, I'll try my best to keep up with the events in my life. I would want to stare back at it one day. Thinking what a reminiscence I had. Furthermore, I've decided that I want to keep this blog private. Only I will be the one reading it because I wouldn't want the whole world to read it. Besides, I think the main reason of why I want to write back is because I miss writing. Lately I've not been having creative moments of where I hold a pen and start writing non-stop everything that revolves around me. I miss it so badly. Hope this will turn out like I anticipate it to be.

your truly,
helinna

Wondering In My Own Thoughts

2010-08-20T00:30:00.005+08:00

I am going to start back writing in my dull blog.

But this time,
this time I will be the only one reading it.
The main reason why I decided to private this blog was because I realized that I did not want the whole world to read about my life.
I want it to be kept to myself.
A blog is like a journal.
A journal is where you write your daily stuff.
Your daily stuff should just be between you and yourself.
Any dissatisfaction or happiness that revolved around you could be shared but in my opinion, not when I write it down in my blog.
I could always tell stories of hope.
I could always nudge the people that I love while playing a prank with them at the playground.
I could do whatever it takes to make them understand in my own words.
But I find it just a bit too impossible because for now I want to keep my veil thoughts.
Until then, cheers !

hi ?

2010-08-10T19:47:00.002+08:00

I don't do blogging no more.

I post up stuff that I think might captivate other people.

Too bad no one pays attention anymore...

RAMADHAN

2010-08-10T19:45:00.002+08:00

RAMADHAN is coming up. We should all turn over into a new leaf, that'd be much more comforting. Let's make this the best Ramadhan ever!

I am excited. Going for terawih later :).

I'm Back

2010-08-05T23:53:00.003+08:00

for a while :)

no one is blogging anymore.

I feel so lost being here.

btw, will update soon when I feel like it.

A NEW BLOG SAY WHAT

2010-07-21T16:55:00.002+08:00

Hii,

To make my post a little bit shorter, i have now created a new blog where I could just use the usage of language in an appropriate manner without being all shy on people reading it. Unfortunately, I had private the blog because I find that personal issues should be kept to yourself and not to be distributed out to the whole world. My major reason of creating the blog is to go wider in the realm of language. I am up to take a challenge of writing bombastic essays that could make readers yelped out in excitement, touch their fragile heart or make their hysterical laughs coming out like a hyena being chased by a predator! Yes, it's time for me to flourish this success that I am still seeking in myself.

Thanks (:

yours truly,
helinna

Shakespeare's "A Midsummer Nights Dream"

2010-05-17T16:44:00.004+08:00

Hii,

Read shakespeare's "A Midsummer Nights Dream" yesterday night. Totally was so indulged and engrossed to it. My eyes were practically glued to the book. Oh, dictionary for iphones are absolutely one hell of a good app. I couldn't ask for more. Thanks again lexi dictionary but i think i might want to download the cambridge dictionary one cause I'm used to reading that whenever I do feel like checking up words on the net. Lol, you might think what the hell am I blabbing about right? HAHAHAHA. well, let me go on with my perception of the story :). I'm so in love with the story! A few weeks back, I watched the play with the dearest english lit students. But this time, I read the book. They totally pictured the whole thing up just like the book, except that there were some fillers & instead of a clown with an ass head, it was a donkey with an ass head , ROFL ! My favourite character would be Demetrius as he ... he has a nice name & a hot one too. I'm sure Shakespeare had potray him as a charm looking athens boy. Aahh, helena deserves him. She deserves him a lot I tell you ! Lysander seems nice too but that's okay cause he has Hermia already (: . In the end, they all live happily ever after. Lysander & Hermia :) , Demetrius & Helena.

It was just a dream after all (: . What do you think?

Barefoot in School

2010-04-16T18:57:00.002+08:00

I frigging lost my school shoes at school. Oh, what a perfect end for a perfect weekday. HAHAHA, and not to mention, I walked barefoot on the road, to get to the car. Walked only with my socks on. Hilarious but weird. And this emily, as I was crossing the road to end the misery of it all, she went and shout HELINNAAAAA, OMG OMG OMG WHERE'S YOUR SHOES???? Nice, Em ! But somehow, it made me laugh so hard in the car as I had to say my goodbye to her. It's amazing how I could lose my shoes. I refuse to and won't even wear anyone else' shoes unless I just have to. None of the shoes were any closer to my size. That's the funny part of it.

Kay, that was it for today's update. Oh ohhh and yesterday was sports day, RUBY RED WAS THE CHAMP :) . I just knew we could do it ! RUBY RED ROCKS HARD MAN (: . Other than that, I was sooo happy when baby by justin bieber was played at the stadium cause the emerald green senamrobik people were doing their senamrobik thing and and baby was one of the song. I swear it felt like justin bieber was there at the stadium for his concert or something :P. Hahahahahahah !

I WANT MY WORLDS ! Such a bieberfeverfreak. (:

toodles,
hens

Lady Antebellum

2010-04-09T20:42:00.003+08:00

I love Lady Antebellum ! Seriously, they're type of music are the ones that I've always & always looked up to. The vocals are extremely soft & when you come up to the highest pitch part, it's the sweetest thing...instruments , definitely amazing. From guitar, piano, drums ! AHHH, I'M SO IN LOVE WITH 'need you now' (:

it's a quarter after one, i'm all alone and i need you now.

Solution

2010-03-28T15:02:00.006+08:00

About the name for my blog , I can't think of any yet -__- .

Yellow everyone (: , it was my sister's birthday yesterday ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY THIRD SIS, just FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY I get to tie your hair , which I have never or had done ages ago when you had your long pretty hair. Your hair is growing & PLEASE DON'T CUT IT ANYMORE. (:

It's been a ... week since second sis went off back to Tokyo , Japan T.T . Wekkk , really missing her right now. But don't worry with the power of technologies , we get to communicate as long as 24/7 a day (: . Sorry I've been so busy rana ! And I know you are too :P. So, will catch up with ya !

Next , I find myself having a pretty hectic life. I'm tired, of coming back home late after school & finishing up my homework to the eleventh hour (is this proverb right?) , and having panda eyes when I have to get up again to go to school. Seriously, who would want to live a robot life right? I need to do something about this. I need to balance up my time with sports, music & education. I can't flunk in all of those. That won't settle it all. What not with sports day coming up soon & me not finding the right sports to do. Except for tennis :P. I want to learn how to swim ! All i ever do in the swimming pool or in the sea is act like I'm a hippopotamus who don't know how to swim. Mind you, hippopotamus berendam in the water (: . Lol. As for music, I have piano exam this year for my Grade 5. Both theory & practical. I wanna get another distinction this time ! And education, oh you would know this. It includes everything I learn in school, all the subjects I'm taking & learning.
That's it. I'm gonna do a timetable for myself. Maybe this will settle it all. Well, only if I am discipline enough to follow it.

love,
hens

Hey there,

2010-03-04T22:11:00.004+08:00

Dear BLOG, I'm gonna start giving you a name where I would refer to you whenever I start my introduction of a post.

Sorry for neglecting you too. It has been a month straight I haven't been updating you.

Nothing much , except for MY TIME IS OCCUPIED with homework(s) , school, co-curiculars, music that I don't have the time to update you ):

Exams are next week and I can't wait for the holidays which will be the next week after exam *thumbs up*

2nd sis is back from Tokyo a month ago, (: .

So that's all I can say for now.

Will update soon, hopefully.
I kind of miss blogging, hehe.

TAAA,
hens

That Put A Smile On My Face

2010-01-24T18:01:00.003+08:00

Hii,

My package arrived yesterday morning ! So now I do not have to go around calling them anymore. Goodbye, I won't bother you anymore. On the other hand, I still do have to call someone. *Sigh*. This is why I hate it when they delay what they have to do.
Anyway, school has been treating me fine. Though I feel exhausted and it's only coming to the fourth week of school tomorrow. Still need to adapt, I guess. As for pjk class, love it to bits !
I really do not know what to blog about today. Sorry for the boring post ! I wanna go practice my second song. Should I go solo for that or what? Been so busy I do not have time to compose more songs with the duet partner. *Sobs*. Maybe one of these holidays, we'll work up on something.
One Less Lonely Girl was on radio today ! *smiles*

yours truly,
helinna

January Babies !

2010-01-16T20:55:00.002+08:00

Hii ,

The title for this post made me laugh for a split second.

BABIES?! Interesting :).

I would like to spend my time wishing on people's birthday here on my blog. This is because, I currently do not have anything to blog about -___-. Lame, right? Except that maybe, I've done just a quarter of my homework. So uncool. Tomorrow might not be another free day for me. Need to use that time for school preparation. *Sigh*. What is life if there are no challenges right?

Just now 's wedding themed was BOLLYWOOD baybehhh ! It's really cool tau :). Some hindustan songs which I was familiar with was played there. Surprisingly, I was singing along to it. HAHA.

By the way, here goes to the January BABIES.

So far,

4th - HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOFEA ABD GHANI
6th - HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY ARIANA
- HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR FATIHAH SENUSI
7th - well, hello there ne-yo :). welcome to MALAYSIA. (totally not in the list! got caught up :P)
14th - HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILY JAMALUDIN
15th - HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADLINA ARRIF
- HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANESA MODHGIL

Hope you guys had a great one !!!
Sofea, I really enjoyed your birthday party! Thanks for inviting me :). You are my 8 years friend since primary! I'm glad we're still close :).
Emily, I guess you had one of the best birthday years. Since we TOTALLY surprised you off, crashing into your house & decorating it like nobody's business. And when you came back home, the look on your face was like a smiling sun which sparkles. Hehehe.
Teha, I'm so sorry I forgot to wish you in school!!! ): . We're not in the same class anymore and I absolutely miss you!!! Oh but I did wish you in facebook :)
Ne-yo, I wanted to go to your concert but it was on a school night. I thought of wanting to sing 'Never Knew I Needed' along with you! Same goes to your other AWESOME songs. D: . Hope to go to one of your concerts with my dearest mom soon. Hehe.
Lily, we were never close before. I think we could be great friends now since we're in the same class & I sit behind you! Hehe! Hope you had a blast birthday :).
Adlina NINA, I forgot it was your birthday & I'm sorry I didn't wish you earlier. I wanted to wish you by 12 but when I wanted to, the clock was showing 10 & I fell asleep. The next day, of course I went all blur seeing you forgetting it was your birthday. But anyways, I love you dear :). I've known you since form 1 but we got close in form 2. And now, we're sitting beside each other. YEAY! Just like when we were back in form 2 :).
Manesa, I'm sorry I didn't wish you either. It was a hectic day during the koko registration and I didn't even get to see you D: . Btw, thanks for giving me back my New Moon :)

So there you have it. The January babies.
Not everyone is included. YET.
It's still not the end of January :).

Taaaa~

lots of love,
helinna

Senior Year '10

2010-01-16T00:21:00.005+08:00

Hey there,

The first week of school was really interesting , I must say. I am absolutely happy that I am sitting in class between my two sayangs, Azalea & Nina!
About the hardcore subjects, I'm trying as best as I could to understand and hopefully, excel in it. But for now, I'm just taking it slowly. Hehe. Last year wasn't a torture. It taught me something. Being the good girl that I am, I finish up my homework in time everyday.
Co-curicular activities starts next week! I'm excited for Orchestra all over again. 3 years with that club totally made me fell in love with it. All I need to do now is just to drag in Nina & Azalea into the senior group. Not just that, I'm also excited for the Production Club. It's a whole new club which just formed this year. Maybe this club will give me the benefits too! Gahhh, I'm so upset about the swimming club. I was one of those number 60 and above people who signed up. Guess that's why they totally kicked me out from there. What was more upsetting was, I was there for the AGM meeting. ):
Other than that, about my video on youtube, IT REACHED 301 VIEWS today. And I think a few hours ago, it was 281. Dayumnnn, first of all I'm gonna have to thank AZALEA for posting it on everyone's wall in facebook. You almost gave me a heart attack out there :S. But I accepted it & oh goddd, thank you so much ! Next, I would like to thank the sisters ! I guess they promoted it to theyre friends too :). Thirdly, I wanna thank all those people who've watched it, commented on it, rated it, subscribed us, PROMOTED IT & been giving A LOT of support!!! You make the video shine, hehehe. Thanks for the the compliment & everything :). 2nd song could be out anytime soon, so watch out.

I can't wait for American Idol Season 9 Audition in Dallas (: . Someone , will be the guest judge & I'm excited xD!

xoxo,
helinna :)

Happy New Year 2010 :)

2010-01-01T19:25:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!

So what exactly was I doing during new year's eve yesterday? The answer for it will be nothing at all. I was just at home, watching tv, onlining just like the usual. Watched the countdown for New Year on the tv. And when they went 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 BOOOOMM HAPPY NEW YEAR, I started laughing for no apparent reason while joining them with the countdown. Hahaha, I ROCK :D! I still remember last year's new year's eve, for the countdown of '09 :). Ahh, what a sweet memory it was. Watched the Jonas Brothers performed Live in London on Disney!

The day of New Year's Eve yesterday from morning until evening, I did go out with my eldest sister, amelia. Tagged along with her & we went to FIVE DIFFERENT SHOPPING MALLS. o.o . Kurraaaazeeeeee I tell you! But had loads of fun walking around feeling like Alice In Wonderland. Hahahahaha! According to my sister, I looked like Alice In Wonderland with the BIG RIBBON CLIP pinned up on my half tied hair, and with the blue outfit with a black cardigan. I know Alice doesn't wear cardigan. But our outfit colour was definitely the same I gotta admit. Lol! And I think Alice had on a blue-ish turquoise pinafore, just like mine. Except that mine wasn't a pinafore.

First of all, we went to Midvalley. Walked here and there for a while. Then, we headed off to Tropicana City Mall to buy tickets for Alvin & The Chipmunks 2, which I will tell you more in detail later. After that, we were supposed to go to the Curve but with all the roads getting closed up because of the concert, sis had to park in Ikano Power Centre. That still counts, by the way cause we did walked around but not much. Hehehe. So from there, walked to the Curve & we had a little sneak peek of the soundchecks for the artist that performed last night! And I was getting hungry D: . From the curve, headed off to One Utama, the last mall for the day. Ate sushi , and I couldn't bite off the food properly with the braces on. Chewing the seaweed was the hard part D: . All in all, my sis ate most of the meal for me, cause I couldn't bite em' properly. If I did pun, only a bit of chewing then I'll swallow it up. Anyway, its currently hurting me now ): .

OH MY GODDDD, I JUST WATCHED CAMP ROCK 2 SNEAK PEEK HQ & HOLY COW, IT LOOKS SO FANTABULOUS I WANNA WATCH IT RIGHT NOW. JOE LOOKS SOOOOOO HOOOOOOTTTT! :OOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! DAYUMMNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!
and I gotta admit that I miss mitchie's long, brown hair with the fringe ): . even shane's cute hair. ):
thanks demi, for tweeting about it :). I guess the reason why they change the hairstyles & the style is because, they've growned up & the did the movie like 3 years ago? So, that could be the answer for it. But still D: ... I wish they kept theyre hairstyles. Lol.

OKAY, I'M OFF TO WATCH IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN. :D
Till then, see ya!

-helinna

P/S : I'm gonna update about today, later or tomorrow, okay? x).

Do Everything That You Love

2009-12-30T00:22:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone,

For breakfast, I'm gonna eat curry until my tummy is satisfied. This is because, I refuse to have a colour change in the braces. And I still don't know what colour to choose. D: . I think I'm just gonna randomly pick once it's been displayed infront of my eyes. Lol. And sorry for not blogging for two days straight, I got hooked up with the tweet website. Tomorrow, or should I say today (?) , I'm gonna do a movie marathon. 4 in 1 dvd of movies. Yes, exactly what I need. And between those four, there's Penelope ! Again, this is exactly what I need. Lol. There's 27 dresses too :). This so reminds me of Charmaine's open house where we had our little movie marathon party! I miss that. I really do :( . The other two seems unknown to me. But the synopsis sounds nice, so will watch it too I guess.

Till then, goodnight !

-helinna

PURPLE, KNITTED, SHORT, WOOLEN, CARDIGAN
I'M THINKING ABOUT YOU RIGHT NOW.

Here We Go Again

2009-12-27T19:58:00.004+08:00

Hii,

First things first, I attended my cousin's wedding this morning. Stayed there up till afternoon around 3ish. Again, had another round of good food since the one from Taiping which I attended too. But this time, not many of my cousins and nieces were around. And it was just a short of time. Not to mention, I was treated like a doll by my fellow cousins. Lol. Got a treat from one of them too. Thanks, :D

Oh My God. My Jonas Brothers standee just fell down, PLOP behind the whatever-thing-is-it-a-table thing(?). Great. I think I screamed for a while. See how much of a Jonas fan I am. Okay, I don't care! I'm gonna try and take it out later with the help of my dad. Since I could do that with my Lip Ice, this would just be another piece of cake. Since it's a big standee. I want it to stand up, right now. D:

My tooth hurts. I'm gonna go and have an appointment with the tooth fairy tomorrow. Hope it won't hurt. Oh great, so maybe tomorrow I might not buy the school books. Or am I? Okay, you know what, I think I am. Since I told nadiah R that we are going to go tomorrow & that I told her to come early so that she could chill here with me. Hahaha! Gonna meet up with Charmaine & Nadiah then if they're going to school tomorrow!

Guess what? I haven't read Revelation page 167 onwards yet. Of course I can't just start off with Last Christmas, eventhough it's a whole new different story. I'm sorry, Izarra. Maybe I will read it. I gotta give it back to you. At least give it back to you as soon as possible cause I've been having that book with me ever since New Moon!

-helinna
now the party don't start till I walk in

My World

2009-12-26T20:59:00.003+08:00

Is the album sold here already? Because I seriously want the GOLDEN TICKET, right now.
After watching the music video of "One Less Lonely Girl", which is currently stuck in my head now & "One time" , I feel totally determined to get it. OH PLEASE TELL ME I'M GONNA GET IT. Or at least, PLEASE TELL ME NO ONE HAS FOUND IT YET. D:

Hii,

Today mom brought me for a shopping spree. I had loads of fun. It totally made my day actually. There's this really cool shop near Damansara Uptown which sells such nice clothes. I was happy with what I chose just now. Then, mom drove up to One Utama. It was crowded, as usual. But for the sake of shopping, a girl gotta do what a girl gotta do. Lol. So, we just walked around random clothes shop & did some shopping spree. Oh how I love shopping spree! Anyway, now I'm just oh-so-tired. Oh ya, guess who I met at One Utama? First it was Pn Suhafna! Then, it was Ira Marlina. Haven't seen that girl 3 years already! My junior from ssp :'). Hmm. Next was, this junior. Hehehehe.

Finally watched GLEE episode 9-11. Episode 12 & 13 are waiting for me. But I guess I'm gonna watch it tomorrow. Not in the mood now. I'm so tired. Heh.

On Monday & Tuesday, spent two nights sleeping over at Ili's house. Now how cool is that? I haven't seen her for MONTHS. I miss her. Hahaha. Anyway, we were working up on our little project. Played the guitar from morning till night. Obviously there were breaks in between, lol! I think I can play simple chords now. Just need a little bit of practice. And I'm gonna learn how to play "Give Love A Try" by Nick Jonas/Joe Jonas. They have two versions actually. One is sang by Nick and the other one by Joe. So I guess the next time I go to Ili's, or she's coming over, we're gonna work on our little project. Cause we were just practicing the other day & we ended up laughing so it didn't work out. Lol.

Speaking of all this, I had the BEST christmas present ever(eventhough I don't celebrate it), from this certain someone, whom I will just have to say THANK YOU SO MUCHHH, YOU'RE THE BEST PERSON EVER! Because seriously that person is just so thoughtful & eventhough it was just a short of time, or maybe something not real, at least he still was thoughtful to make me happy! And I totally understand even if it's not real, or real, it was just SO AWESOME! :D. I'm really really happy! Dah lah during the eve of PMR result. Lol.

Alright, bye!

-helinna
ONE LESS LONELY GIRL by Justin Bieber is stuck in my head now :D

The Moment Of Truth

2009-12-24T22:21:00.003+08:00

Hii ,

Alhamdulillah, I feel really relieved because it's done now. I won't have to think about it already. It's done for good. I can breathe now. I can sleep well tonight. I think for the past 3 days, I didn't have much sleep. Yesterday was the worst. I didn't sleep at all. The clock was ticking ticking, an hour passed by, the next hour passed by, so on and so forth. In the end, when the clock striked 5 or 6, I forgot, I think that was when I slept. Then woke up again after half an hour. Anyway, I ended up bathing, shampoo-ing & etc trying to get it out of my head. Like, seriously. Whatever the result is I'M GONNA TAKE IT. I don't wanna suffer from nervous breakdowns anymore. I absolutely hate it. So ended up in my school uniform, went to school at 12 P.M. Before going up to the office, I thought of making a run for it. Turn back, NOW! But seriously, I gotta do what I gotta do. Went up the staircase, saw Pn. Mages & she went into the room opposite the office. I had to follow her. That was when I thought "Oh great, I'm gonna lose it now". I practically was hiding behind her back saying "Teacherrr, I don't wanna see it teacherrr. I'm too scareddd!". Then Pn. Mages was like "Whaaat? Are you reaallyyy scareddd??? Well, congratulations dear you got straight A's" , then she turned to the back to hug me cause I was chickening out behind her. Lol. I squealed a tiny squeal and I was saying thank you thank you a gazillion times. I think I hugged her three times! Well, I am really thankful Ya Allah. Alhamdulillah!

And now, I'm listening to Summertime Anthem by the Jonas Brothers. I love it !

-helinna

p/s : today it's just me signing out with my name at the bottom (:

What A Weekend :)

2009-12-21T22:30:00.007+08:00

Hiii,

I've been so busy lately. Call me miss busy, cause I sure am one. Lol. Okay, that wasn't funny. Or was it? *raises eyebrow*. Hahahahaha, anyway I had such a tiring weekend & I don't think I had enough sleep at all. Here's what I did for my weekend :-

SATURDAY - Princess & The Frog
Santau
Pizza
Final Destination 4

SUNDAY - My cousin's wedding in Ipoh. Met A.C Mizal! We waved to him & he waved back. So awesome :D. I've been seeing so many famous people lately. Lol.

So had Japanese food for lunch in Mid Valley. I likeeee sushi a lot now. It's been a while, lol. And then went to Ili's house! Actually, I'm still here. We're still working up on our *COUGHCOUGH*. Yes, there's still a LONG way to go. But we're trying our very best!~

I like how Justin Bieber & Usher danced on Ellen and while Justin Bieber was dancing he went to hug Ellen :D. So cute! Hahahaha, thanks Emily for showing it to me :). I wish I had that Golden Ticket. Really really wish for it! But sadly when we went to the album store the other day, he's album was not out yet. How can this be? ): . It's still out there somewhere. Hmm, I wonder how can I ever get it?

Oh & just few hours ago, I was on air on Hitz.fm. Wanted to ask them about the Jonas Brothers thing but ended up talking to the DJ & he asked me to do a favour. Hahahaha! It was so fun :D~

Okay so I guess I've talk enough. Bye people (:

-helinna

Hold on tight

Don't you dare let go

Now's the time to let the whole world know

You can shine bright but still keep it real

I Am A Gleek

2009-12-18T21:53:00.003+08:00

Hii,

I have got Inseperable by the Jonas Brothers in my head! And it's not driving me crazy at all. It's such a beautiful song, I must say. Anyway, I have nothing much to blog about. Just trying to update everyday, to keep my blog ALIVE. I watched GLEE yesterday episode 1-8, and that story is just oh-so-lovely. I'm in love with it too, Rana. Currently loving Mr.Schue & Emma. I think they look cute together. One of my favourite episode would be the one Kurt dancing to Single Ladies by Beyonce. It was such a funny episode! Hope to continue back until episode 13, the end of season 1 :). But sadly, the next season is only gonna come out in fall, April 2010.

Goodnight, people. Will blog again tomorrow, hopefully.

-helinna
You know when the sun forgets to shine,
I'll be there to hold you through the night,
We'll be running so fast, we can fly,
Tonight.
And even if we're miles and miles apart,
You still holding all of my heart,
I promise it will never be dark,
I know,
We're INSEPERABLE

joe sings this part, how sweet!

P/S : ROBERT likes my post & he commented on my page. :D

P/P/S : WE MADE IT. well, almost. :)

I Got Tagged by Rana!

2009-12-17T12:15:00.002+08:00

ABC About You Questions:

A - AVAILABLE: yes, somebody bring me out please.
B - BIRTHDAY: 5th of June
C - CRUSHING ON: joe & justin , I knoowww -__-
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: MILK. and it wasn't Soya Bean -__-, god. soya bean was before.
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: the close & love ones
F - FAVORITE SONG: the Jonas Brothers album. Currently, Inseperable is stuck in my head at the moment.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Gummy Bears
H - HOMETOWN: Petaling Jaya
I - IN LOVE WITH: the tuxedo guy with the white horse :D
J - JUGGLE: not good at juggling.
K - KILLED SOMEONE: no
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: From PJ to Kedah.
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: just had vanila that day in Langkawi
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 4
O - ONE WISH: to become famous
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: PAPA
R - REASON TO SMILE: ROBERT LIKES MY POST!!! & he commented on my page!!!
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Lovesick - Jonas Brothers , that episode is so funny
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: woke up at 10.10 am today.
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: i forgot, and i'm not gonna check just to answer you -.-
V - VEGETABLE(S): taters. PO-TA-TOES
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: the last was my TEETH.
Y - YOYOS ARE: so friggin cool.
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Gemini

About You:
Spell your name without vowels: hlnn
Least favorite color?: yellow
What are you listening to? : someone snoring
Are you happy with your life right now? : yes
What is your favorite class in school? : Recess!
When do you start back at school/college? : next year
Are you outgoing? : sometimes
Favorite pair of shoes? : purple flats, pink polka dot flats
Where do you wish you were right now? : Langkawi

CANS:
Can you dance?: no.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? : Nope
Can you whistle? hehe yeah
Can you walk with your toes curled?: youch, don't think so

DO'S
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Uh huh
Do you believe in miracles?: Yes
Do you believe in magic?: no
Do you believe in Satan?: Yes
Do you believe in Santa?: No
Do you know how to swim?: no
Do you like roller coasters?: not really
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality
shows? : yuck, i can't.

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes
Have you ever asked someone out?: yeah
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yes
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Yes
Have you ever painted your nails?: Yes

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: i have no idea
What radio station do you listen to?: HITZ.FM . where is my prize, huh?
What was the last restaurant you ate at? : the one in Telaga 7
What was the last thing you bought?: sotong kering
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: spiderman

THE WHOS
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: MYSELF

Who was the last person you said I love you to?: Cumi

Next tagged:

Nadiah
Izarra
Azalea
Emily
Charmaine
Ira

and whoever that wants to do it :)

It's Always Summertime !

2009-12-15T18:40:00.004+08:00

Hii ,

I am back from my favourite Island , the Langkawi Island. Four days of staying there was great & I enjoyed every single moment of it. At least I get to be online at night at the lobby. In the morning, I had activities with the rents. Not to mention, the place we were staying at had a lot of tourists, so you know what that means, don't you? ;) .

Now let me tell you my boat ride experience on Saturday morning. When we arrived at the jetty, there were loads of people gathering with their family, getting onto a boat. My parents & I was grouped with this couple who had a baby. They were from Bangladesh, by the way. So, before getting on the boat, we had to walk to the place where they have the boats ready. While I was walking, out came this paparazzi snapping a picture OF ME. And I was like "You gotta be kidding me -.-", but ended up ignoring him. When we got on the boat, the sea seems perfectly beautiful. Even the sun was shining brightly on that beautiful day. Then the guy started the boat and brought us into the middle of the open sea. This was the time when I had saltwater in my mouth & I was starting to get all wet. The boat driver was accelerating to the max if you ask me. He even told us that it'd be alright when I was struggling , bending down to not look into the sea cause I know the waves were getting control of us. The other family was infront of us. The parents tried to protect their little baby as if it was too fragile and could break any moment. The wind was blowing my hair out of my face, making the sea water to replaced it. I was there and I felt as if I could have plopped out of the boat if it made an immediate turn. The waves were really high. But the driver was all relaxed, knowing his job. I had a fun yet scary experience. Oh and I jumped up from my seat too when we were getting through the waves. I feel sorry for the baby ): . Our journey back was double the first time. Yes, this time I REALLY got wet. From head to toe, sigh. We ended up going back, missing our journey to the next island & also feeding the eagles. But seriously, with the whole situation like that, it's not worth it going for the eagle feeding. It's quite dangerous what not with the baby in our boat! All in all, the boat ride got me seasick at night. And that whole paparazzi thing, they made a plate with a picture of me. How fantastic, I have it here with me -__________-

There's A LOT to tell but i'm just gonna point out the main ones, hehe. So there was this other night in Langkawi when we were eating at the beach, there was this band that was playing. They sounded really cool. They sang quite a number of interesting songs. And the guitarist totally ROCKED the night out during the ending. SERIOUSLY, he was HITTING on the highest note for so longgg.

Ohh and then I made a friend there. I call him Sir Roger! I hope to see him again! He is so cute. He's a dog, actually. And it kept on wagging it's tail when it saw me. I think he likes me! YEAY :D
I like you too, Sir Roger!

Okay, hmm what else? Oh okay now I remember. When we were eating at Telaga 7, by the sea, Amy Search the singer was just behind me, enjoying his dinner. Hahaha, cause the night before he had a concert there. Then when we were having our dinner, this guy came up to us and sang "Starry Starry Night" while strumming his guitar. How sweet. It's such a beautiful song :). This makes me want to learn guitar. Hmm.

Alright , I'm off. Goodnight everyone.

-helinna

Hello Beautiful

2009-12-09T22:46:00.007+08:00

Meet Chloe Bridges! She'll be appearing in Camp Rock 2: The Final Jam as Dana, Nick's love interest (: . She's so pretty, right?

cardigans , 2
pants, 1
skirt, 1
hoodie, 0 (or should i bring?)
dress, 2
TEE, 2/3
personal *** - no way am I gonna tell you -.-
JB CDS (yeay!)
camera
my SUMMER TIME WINTER MELON book (hahaha. i haven't even name the book properly yet)

and whatever that shall need to be pack. i'll check tomorrow or something. right now, need to do something else.

and I could dress up as a bride when I see you.
that's when you'll say "Please Be Mine?"

miss me,
-hens
But your smile still makes my heart sing,
Another sad song
I can't forget it
I won't regret it
Cause I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU♥

p/s : i feel like packing everything from the wardrobe.

My Addiction

2009-12-08T23:57:00.006+08:00

dedicated to nadiah & all the other team jacob out there (:

Hii,

It's been a while-not. See, I told you I'll try & update every single day! Anyway, back to me, myself & I. Today was the same for me. Woke up, online, ate, bla bla bla. You know what? I think I could go for A MONTH skipping lunch, or dinner. Either one, that is. But as for breakfast? No waaayyy~! I gotta restore my body with some bread with cheese or cereals. Haha. Another fact about me is that I absolutely love eating biscuits! Chocolate biscuits to be exact & also chocolate wafers, chocolates, etc. Whenever I eat them, I can't stop anymore. It's like GAME OVER. I'll get so indulged, just so into the creamy, softness, sweetness taste of the biscuit. I could finish one packet all-by-myself. That is a bit greedy. But you see, I can't help myself. It's something I can't control. So, don't get mad with me whenever we're out of biscuits alright dear sisters? (:

Toodles, people !

-hens

turn right,
into my arms,
turn right,
you won't be alone
you might,
fall off this track sometimes
hope to see you at the finish line

p/s : Justin Bieber is cute (: , enough said.

TWEET-away

2009-12-07T22:55:00.004+08:00

Checked on people's twitter all the way through today~. First it was Demi Lovato's , next I saw her twitting back Justin Bieber, so decided to checked on him. Soo, I think Justin Bieber is such a sweet guy! Not only that, he is so adorable too! I found this picture of him and Demi & ohmygod, how they looked so adorable together (adorable as in like brothers and sisters!). Anyway, I don't mind looking for a Golden Ticket :P. Justin B says that there's still the Golden Ticket somewhere, still untouched. Guess it's Untouchable , cause I'm getting it! Haha! RAWR!

Anyway, lately I've been writing. Heee, started on a few chapters of something. But really, I like to keep most of it to myself. I get inspirations on the bed, haha. So weird! It's like I'll need to lie down, hold a pencil, have lots of papers on the bed, play on some JB songs then it's writing time, baybeh! It's not finished yet, though. :)

Sorry for not posting anything on Saturday or Sunday. It was a bee-sy day.

Sat - Dentist appointment , hmm guess guess (?)

Sun - PC Fair. I hate crowded places sometimes. :S

Anyhow, I will try my best to keep updating every single day. Kay? (:

Toodles for now,

hens :)
i could go across the world,
and see everything,
and never be satisfied
if i couldn't see those eyes.

p/s : does my blog need a makeover? :/

♥ You're The Soundtrack Of My Summer ♥

2009-12-04T23:11:00.005+08:00

Hiii ,

I'm so addicted with this piano playing part in the movie Penelope ! It's the part where Max a.k.a James Mcavoy ♥ plays the piano. Somehow it got me mesmerized when I saw that movie. And I've been listening to it since last night, nonstop! Sooo wonderful, eventhough it's only for a minute. I can't seem to find the title for the song. Many youtuber says that it's called 'The Kiss by Joby Talbot' but when I youtubed it, it sounded so different! Like, more orchestrated / instrumental. Hmm, I wish I could play that songggg with the accompany of the few melodious instruments~~~*wondering in my own thoughts*~~~ohmygod, james mcavoy is just sooo sweet & good-looking ♥ in any movie he's acting in. Namely Becoming Jane & Penelope. He acted in Wanted too, but haven't watched that movie before. Oh , and Narnia TOO. He was Mr.Thumnus, lols. Okay, so now I guess he's my favourite actor!

Yesterday was the released of Nick Jonas & The Administration new single 'Who I Am'. He performed it in the grammy award show & before that, his two brothers, Joe & Kevin were the ones who presented him , like as a hosts. It was sooo freaking cute! I swear Joe looked so good with his new hair :D. Nearly died.out.of.breath. HAHA. Anyway, the song is nice. The band sounds really awesome when they play the song, especially the guitar part ! Reminds me a bit of August Rush. The guitar part I mean. Hehe. But still, I like the Jonas Brothers more. Oh did I tell you? I spent the WHOLE afternoon/evening listening to ALL their albums. :D I feel great!!! I never get sick of their songs, seriously :D.

MuchBetterFlyWithMeTonightCan'tHaveYouBurnin'UpWhenYouLookMeInTheEyesWhatdDidI
DoToYourHeartLovebugKeepItRealHoldOnSosHelloBeautifulGoodnight&GoodbyeStillInLoveWith
YouAustraliaHollywoodPushin'MeAwayOneManShowPoisonIvyDon'tChargeMeForTheCrimeHey
BabyBlackKeysDon'tSpeakBeforeTheStormParanoidWorldWar3ShelfSorryGamesInseperable
TurnRightBBGoodVideoGirlGotMeGoingCrazyALittleBitLongerThat'sJustTheWayWeRollJust
FriendsPlayMyMusicGottaFindYouYear3000TimeForMeToFlyLiveTheParty, etc :)

Song OF the day :-

1st album - Hold On
2nd album - Can't Have You
3rd album - MUCH BETTER (definitely :D)

might listen to it somemore, soon :) :) :) tomorrow probably ;P

& i gotta start writing in my book before it gets old ! urghhh, need photos~ and I still don't know what to write. No more ideas , sigh. And just few months ago, I was all thrill about it. But nvm about that, I'll think of something. Bye then.

TAAA,
-hens
hope to see you at the finish line :)

Hilarious ?

2009-12-02T15:42:00.004+08:00

HIII ,

Omagod! Something so funny happened just now!!
I was busy playing the piano & thinking 'ahhh, why not I leave my theory work behind for a while. it's still early. teacher will only be coming in few more hours'.
So then I started playing 'Fly with Me' :D, for some reason I broke up the chords, so it was softer. And not to mention, some of the notes are still adjusting since the day before, the tuner man came to tune.

lalalalalalalalalala~~
*stares outside*
*cursed in my heart*
@#$%^&*
panicking*panicking*panicking
RAN UPSTAIRS AND SCREAMED FOR HELP TO MY SISTER.
told her my problem ,
*she didn't care -.-*
ended up going downstairs jugak, ugh

you know what happened?
I thought my piano teacher came, but tgk2 it wasn't.
HAHA.
it was just my dad.
BUT, somehow the car I saw was like my teacher's :P.
so, I shall state this out with full of proudness cause I finished my piano theory work about half an hour ago :). Hope I won't need to do corrections. Grrr.
In 10 more minutes, I gotta fixed up my short sonata piece cause I didn't get to practice for a whole week :O. Just started yesterday & I can't get the rhythm in me , oh no :O.

so long farewell, i gotta work up my piano playing RIGHT NOW :).

yours truly,
hens

New Moon with the DOLLS

2009-12-02T13:15:00.004+08:00

I watched New Moon with nadiah & izarra on thursday and after thinking about it again, yes it's definitely better than twilight! I don't mind watching it another time , but see first lah, hehe. By the way, I had a twin in midvalley on the day we watched New Moon. And that person is... IZARRA ! :D. We had almost the same tee on and we wore barrettes! Hers was black and mine was white. It was a great change for the people of Midvalley to see us like that. :D

p/s: coz we kewl like dat (?) , HAHA !

NEW MOON UPDATE

2009-11-25T21:50:00.005+08:00

HIII,

New Moon 's coming out tomorrow & I am finally feeling the adrenaline rush. GO ME!

I can't wait to see, *coughtaylorlautnercough*. My piano teacher told me that her sister, who lives in the U.S. told her that when she watched New Moon, all the girls in the cinema SCREAMED like so loudly when Jacob went shirtless. HAHA.

What happened to edward, eyhhh? Edward the oh-so-HOT-looking-vampire-boyriend.
I guess he didn't appear much , just maybe until the Volturi parts. But he did appear once in a while, or maybe more than what we might expect when Bella starts hallucinating, no?

Volturis, Warewolf pack, JACOBBBB, edward, alice, bella, and the whole twilight cast, just you wait for the princess to come!

twilight fan girl,
-twens :D

so I can show you what you mean to me

2009-11-16T12:49:00.012+08:00

knowing you were miles away,
from the place where you needed to be,
and that's right here with me.

):

I guess I've tried my best to finish the flash card. I know I put a lot of effort in doing it but just maybe this time, it wasn't my time to win. Maybe next time, I'll get something much better than that.

Thanks again to nadiah k.a, nadiah roslan, amirah akhyar, izarra azuddin, ili ruzanna & family for the support throughout the whole competition. You guys made me do the best I could and I gain strength to do it from your words.

won't you fly with me, JBs?
So I can show u what u mean 2 me

:') . I absolutely love my flash card!

and last but not least, this was the petition signing :) . I got to stand near JOE! ahahahahah.

natalie asked me some questions which I can't really remember. Lol.

so my little dream did come true. I've always wanted all their albums , though i'm missing short of 'all this time' , which I think is probably no longer in stores.But still! I have all of their albums now :D.

All in all, I had fun listening to hitz.fm the whole week just so that I could be the first sms-er through. And what do you know? I did achieved that one. Next would be, I had so much fun doing the flash card with some of my buddies! And once it was done, I WAS SO EXTREMELY HAPPY, I could have cried!
So, I just hope that I'll be seeing them one day. And I just hope that maybe next time, I'll get something more than this.

I'm begging to hear you voice,
Tell me you love me too,
Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you.

taaaaa,
hens love the jonas brothers
-a little bit longer, and i'll be fine-

True Calling

2009-11-11T23:21:00.004+08:00

The minute that thing played, I thought I was going to faint. Typical, no? It has always been like that since I know I was a true fan of them. But then something else went wrong, I totally thought it wasn't a cue call, but I sent it in anyway. My cousin practically pulled out the phone from me saying, 'it's not a cue call.. *groans*' . I immediately snatched it out from her, knowing I do not want to repeat yesterday's mistake. So, I sent in more. More, more, more. Then, beep... few smses came in. 'Oh crap', I thought. This was it. I was going to endure another hours of waiting and in the end getting my heart broken. Then, my ringtone started playing just out of nowhere. I got shocked but thought it was just a friend calling me. The moment I said 'hello?' , and the other dude on the other line said 'Heeyyyy!' , my heart practically stopped. I was already jumping up and down, knowing what the motive of the phone call was. Little did I know it wasn't the end. I had another task. So, people! Need your support here. I'm currently dumbfounded. I am feeling completely nervous, and have no confidents. It's not that I don't want to believe that I can do it, but seeing reality with my clear eyes, it's gonna be a tough fight. A real tough fight that I need to go through. Right here, right now. It's now or never.

Taaaa,
hens :)

Heartbroken Much

2009-11-10T23:06:00.003+08:00

I heard her on the other end, screaming, finally learned that she was the one.

I on the other hand, stood silence there without a word.

Cause I had either missed it , or didn't hear it, or whatever that might be.

Where else I waited for a whole long of 7 hours.

All I can do now is wait for the next cue call, which will be in for another 7 hours.

GAH.

Somebody shoot me now, please.

What Was Your Day Like?

2009-11-10T18:31:00.008+08:00

Hii,

It's been a while, huh? Well, guess I got occupied with the private novels, which I have to thanked izarra for lending it to me. I remembered stopping at the second book, Invitation Only about months ago and the next thing I know, just few days ago I had continued reading back. The novels quite interesting, more like the unexpected but what a sad thing, I knew some of the spoilers before. So, am currently reading Inner Circle, which is the fifth book of the private novel. I think I just fell in love with blake pearson and his coolness in Untouchable :).

I miss the old Billings. Screw Cheyenne and the Twin Cities, haha.

I guess I'm left behind about this whole series.
Let's just change the topic now, sigh.
I've been listening to the radio ever since ...

Oooh, did I mentioned how much I just love my weekends? I might need to thank ira & her family & nad r for making my day that saturday. I had a B-L-A-S-T ! Ira's concert filled my time with music that I might need to catch back on. Anyway, she played river flows in you by yiruma, and of course I definitely cheered her from the beginning till the end of her last note. I knew she'd do well! :D , I'm so proud of her!!!
Nad & I joined her and the family for lunch , we (ira & I) ended up doing a slight bit of errand but it was worth our time cause we were talking BLA BLA BLA while walking.
Then, went to MPH to find a gift for this small little baby, which I learned was going to have his birthday party the next day. So, more errands to run on! I still remember how noisy we were in there, laughing & giggling + we did something we weren't supposed to do, TAKING PICS! Hmph, I didn't know we couldn't :S.

All in all I had a fun day. Ira & her family went back earlier :( , I missed them! So me and nad walked around to random clothes shop F21, cotton on, diva, kitschen, etc. Walked & Lazed around until my feet got cramped in the middle of MPH. You know those kind of cramps where they sort of attack your feet then & there, ouch. Definitely was hurting. And not to mention, after I got up from the small stool, the other leg got cramped too. But thank god, I could walk back to the car, hehehe.

Thats it for today, ttyl

taaaaa,
hens signing out !

The Starting of November

2009-11-06T11:26:00.004+08:00

5th November, Thursday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , AMEYA :D! I don't have a picture of you in this computer, so I'll post it later with a picture, okay? And hope you like the flower. Love you <3.

It was also kevin of the jonas brothers' birthday, LOL. Happy birthday, kevin :).

CUCI the Musical was definitely one AWESOME musical I've ever been to. Ngeheheheh. It was so hilarious & creative.

I got to meet the casts :D

taaaa,
hens <3

GASP

2009-11-04T17:36:00.004+08:00

I was watching this episode of Jonas, and oh god, was I totally shocked.

JOE JONAS kissed Stella .

*GASP*

never before have I seen a jonas kiss.

ohmygod, and it was joe?

JOE JOE JOE.... Jonas

joe kissed stella !

stupid stupid stupid

:(

Tune In To My Craziest Two Days

2009-11-01T14:24:00.007+08:00

Friday, 30th October

I was in nikko hotel from morning till midnight, how tiring. We were there for the soundchecks and what not. So while waiting for the evening to come, I was with nadiah , chit-chatting. Read a bit of evermore, and I absolutely do like it a lot! I've finished reading it just this morning, hehe. I think I might like it more than twilight! Anyway, the performance was alright, I guess. My favourite was definitely james bond theme cause it sort of woke me up! The other performances were great too. All in all, it was tiring but fun (not as fun as musical) but oh well, I think we did great enough to satisfy the audience, and maybe the queen too. So on the way back, which was already 11 something, minutes to midnight, sha & nad tumpang-ed me back. I got the shocked of my life in the car when she told me that AAR was there, in the same building as us. I practically yelped and jumped up and down, hahaha. I remembered asking nad, before entering into the hotel building, just outside nikko hotel that morning, 'Do you think the all american rejects are staying here?'. It was unbelievably true, woahhh. Dozed off after nad went back home, that was already around 12 something, hehe.

Saturday, 31st October

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST FRIEND, Ili Ruzanna! You have finally turned fifteen and yes, I still do remember! Of course I remember *grins*. You have been a great friend to me since primary and I miss you oh-so-much, hope we can get together sometime! I miss going to your house and sleeping over, hehehehe.

Anyway, in the morning went to pavillion to watch MJ's This Is It! My dad told me the all american rejects were gonna be there, so I was looking forward to it, ngehehehe. So we went to the entrance and obviously, fans were already there, swarming around, gathering around to get their autographs. But they had to queue up, to go up the stage for the autograph. I wanted to go, but the movie was starting so I only managed to see them from far, which wasn't really clear.
*sigh*

Guess what trailer came out during the movie?

NEW MOON!

HAHA, I was squealingggg in the cinema cause I got to see edward in big screen again! Oh, and jacob! Definitely one of the highlights. So, the movie TOTALLY ROCK AND I DON'T MIND WATCHING IT FOR THE 2ND TIME!!!!!! I enjoyed every minute of it & his songs were definitely great.

Around 6, went to the All American Rejects concert with nina! They performed quite late. The local bands were filling up the time before that. I guess it wasn't bad. But there were so many people & ughhh, it was so stuffy.

So, Tyson was hot :D , HAHAHAHA.

The best was 'I Wanna' I think, lol. The rest were good too. I like how he sings live! And how he ends his song! I think they sang quite a number of songs so it wasn't really a disappointment. All in all, I had a great time at the concert, only that I just hated being in a place where there is so many people, ughhh. But that's how a concert is suppose to be. I guess david's showcase was more comfortable than last night's. Cause we sat down during archie's performance, but aar's, we gotta squeezed ourself to the front in order to see them more clearly. So had to use my ballerina exercise to see them. Hehehehe.

And I met them again , tuition mates a.k.a kindergarten friend with her friends! :)

So I'm going off to read perfume, or maybe listen to the all american rejects ! Yeay~

taaaa,
hens <3

She Says :)

2009-10-27T16:53:00.008+08:00

Hi ,

I wanna get a haircut ! Or most probably, I wanna get it straighten, curl, perm , hehe . well, actually no, I wanna get a fringe instead. I like emily browning's fringe in the unfortunate events. She's so pretty. Or maybe I should get my hair like demi lovato's, which is pretty too. So yeah, I'm currently confused and still do not know when I'm gonna do it, ngeheheh.

Uhh, today was as usual, tiring. Orchestra practice from 8.30 - 3.30. See how sleepy I get nowadays, I'm even having eyebags, darn. Anyway, tomorrow is the rehearsal and we've got 4 new songs, ohmygosh! Well, just now's song was killing me too. Hahaha, no kidding. But it was a bit jazzy so I kind of felt sleepy. Gahhh.

Should get going now, but before that, PAPADOM is such a great movie, I laughed throughout the movie & nearly cried towards the ending. Haha, it's one thumbs up movie!

taaaa,
hens :)

The Unexpected

2009-10-25T17:51:00.004+08:00

You know what happened to me yesterday on the way to ira's ?

WELL,

*listening to hitz.fm , humming to this song*

*the song ended*

*some other song came in which sounded like, 'fly with me'*

*slow reaction...*

climax of the day,
*STARTED SCREAMING LIKE MAD IN THE CAR AND EVERYONE GOT SHOCKED*

I think that was the best random moment of my life. And that was definitely the first time they played it on the radio. Whatever it is, i love hitz :) .

taaaa,
hens :)

Now and Then

2009-10-24T23:13:00.005+08:00

HIII,

I had an awesome day today, thanks to ira for having her open house gathering on a beautiful day which is today. Came back around 9pm and ohmygosh tomorrow I have orchestra practice at 9am , now how tiring is that?

anyway, when I reached there around 2pm cause had to go somewhere before that so was a bit late, turned out that only saba was there! Well, her family's friends were also there. So, helped around and watched tv together with saba. then ira's perfection friend came with his friend and it was really awkward because she didn't even talk to them. Soon after that, eli, alya, aliah came. Aunty let me try the chocolate batik cake first before promoting it to other people and ohmygod, it tasted just the same as how it was from last year, and the year before! It was a perfect & delicious taste! We ate lunch & my drink got spilt by saba, grr. hahaha, and i felt bad cause kena carpet, technically it sort of got pushed by saba. Anyway, emily and diana came after that and more of ira's perfection friends came. Emily and I were discussing on how to solve the problem between that thing we gotta solved. I guess it's almost solved? So then, we talked with her childhood friend and stuff. We played heart attack, mafia and hamburger. Heart attack was okay I guess. I managed to do the heart attack only once, not to mention we only played with papers, not cards. Playing mafia was definitely funny. Everyone accused each other when it was only that person , who was quite smart for making his move. I got killed by him -.- , ugh. It was a shocked seeing who was actually the mafia after that. Hamburger was okay lah. What I hated about it was because everytime it was the first round, I'll always get kicked out first. Wth? Emily was a hard player , terrer man!
After almost everyone has gone home, there was only saba, ashne, the three guys, alya, eli and I. We decided to sit outside since it was all over and it was almost 8 pm. Then, we played basketball. Okay, so I tried to do a three pointer but didn't managed to get the ball in , almost , sighhh. We took turns to make goals and all. Fun jugak lah.
Thennn , the guys went back , and then eli, ashne and I went home too but before that had to wait until ira's dad and my dad were done talking. Haha. Ira sat in the car and when it was about to move, she went out & it was so funny, LOL.
So now I'm just dead tired.

taaaa,
hens :)

ducklings , lol

2009-10-22T20:45:00.006+08:00

anak itik tok wi,
mandi dalam kolam,
sakit apa tok wi?
sakit sengal something

yes, that was what we did the whole day during school.
definitely interesting, no?
anyway, tomorrow's another day of puisi , *sobbing*

taaa,
hens

cuzzie wuzzie

2009-10-21T17:02:00.005+08:00

Guess what? I have started reading back manga, which really surprises me!
Anyway, I'm currently at nad's house. My nephew and nieces are all downstairs, same goes to my cousin, aunt and uncle. Oh how wonderful the atmosphere is right now. I feel bored sitting at home doing nothing. Well, actually not really nothing but I have headaches most of the time whenever I use the computer, correction laptop.

So, just now in school we watched TWILIGHTTTT *squeals*! Everyone was practically screaming when it was edward's first appearance!

OH-MY-GOD-- AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

hahahaha, it was funny though. Especially during the part where edward was glittering and bella said 'you're beautiful'.

ROFL.

anyways, gtg now.

taaaa,
hens <3

Blast From The Past

2009-10-19T14:58:00.012+08:00

17/10 , Saturday

Had a blast at emily's! I thought of uploading pics, but I guess ashne hasn't uploaded it yet. Anyway, we vained, talked, ate and omg, all the food were damn delicious, I tell you! Well I had a really big appetite when I went to emily's because on that day, I only ate breakfast. I totally skipped my lunch and tea. So yeah, by the time I got to emily's , I was feeling EXTREMELY hungry. My favourite was the fruit cocktail (not really sure?) . It had all kinds of fruits inside! So ira went back early and nina came quite late. All in all, I had a tiring but yet fun day! I went back home with ashne around 11 something.

18/10, Sunday

Woke up early in the morning because , I was going to ira's ! So here's what we did :-

WE PLAYED BASKETBALL :DDD

yes, we seriously played basketball!
and I know that I'm not good in sports but what do you know, SURPRISE SURPRISE, I made 5 goals for our team which consists of ira & I only. The other team was anisa's team which consists of anisa, farahin & saba.

I just figured out that I don't really have a good stamina because after 15 minutes, I didn't have anymore strength so we stopped.

So anyway, at night, we went to ira's friend's open house which was located nearby her house. We definitely had a fun blast ! Everyone had their stories to tell :P!

Around 10ish, we watched fD4. okay so do not, i repeat, do not watch this movie because they had this awful scene which was TOTALLY disgusting so we ended the story, :) . The movie was sort of violent too, I must say.

I was actually half asleep when ira suddenly woke me up with her loud voice "HELINNA HELINNAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" because she was watching 'the happening' and turned out that each and everyone of us were already asleep. Furthermore, it was during a scary scene so I had to accompany her to watch the movie.

When it ended, we started talking and talking until I didn't know what time it was and it turned out to be 3A.M. I slept around 3 something because I didn't feel sleepy at all after that. Haha, thanks ira. Lol.

19/10, Monday

wakey wakey ! We woke up around 6 something by farahin who actually woke up because of saba's screamo ringtone, lol. So ira, me & anisa prayed for subuh.

We watched 17 again , had breakfast and BOOM , went to curve !

Before that, we vained a lot & I absolutely love anisa's dslr canon !!! I was holding it like most of the time. Farahin pointed out that I looked like a photographer *grins*!

So we spent time at boarders, diva, fos, and etc

Came back home but before that, went to ttdi to pay for ira's hp bills. After that we dozed off to sleep during our journey back home.

CoNTINUED WATCHING 17 aGAIN! I think it's one of the sweetest movie everrrrr xD. Everyone liked it a lot. I think it's my third time already, hehe. I never get bored of it. So anyways, I'm still here and this two, 'anisa & farahin' is bragging me to get my butt away from the computer -.- . So yeah, gotta go peeps !!!

Oh wait, here's some pics :D

Taaa~,
hens

Think It Through

2009-10-16T15:42:00.003+08:00

2009-06-04T12:56:00.006+08:00

It's the 4th of June, yaww! Anddd , there's two most-wanted-movies-to-watch that I've been wanting to see since february! It's finally out today in cinemas! So anyways, might be watching hannah montana the movie 2morrow with the darlings && 17 again with my eldest sis on saturday. 3rd sis went off this morning without bringing me along to watch 17 again. Eeshh!

OH & did I tell you yesterday I read someone's post and it was so SWEET! Moreover, it almost brought me to tears, but of course didn't. Lol.

Righttt, so tomorrow is gonna be a busy dayyy because it's someone's special day. I wonder who's it is :D. HARHAR.

Darlingggs, I hope you guys can make it :) . And since when do I call my frens darlings? Lol.

yours truly,

-hens-

hens <3

2009-06-02T20:32:00.004+08:00

I finally know what to do on my 'hens' book! Yeaaaahaaaahhh! Anyway, this morning I woke up, read the newspaper (did you know about the missing aeroplane from ruy de janeiro to france?), and CLEANED UP THE HOUSE. It's not officially clean yet but at least I did some cleaning, yea know :) . I was sweating like a pig, eww so I went to bathe and after that did some maths.

Anyway, I have a travelling book now. It's pink, my favourite! I find it very useful because it's like when you go outstation, (or maybe just somewhere away from ur house), you can write what you did and jot down some notes. Just like a journal. But that doesn't mean you can neglect your blog. Hahaha. I'm gonna use that book once... I'm off somewhere (:

So while cleaning up just now, I waited for the new 'new moon' trailer and it started off with a scene of an ocean. Beautiful ocean, I must say. And then comes edward & bella in a mustang (?). Mustang rite? And so on. But the way bella said 'oww, paper cut', was like sooo fake. Haha. And it was so silence & tense. Anyway, edward looks so white there. He's so cute! And FINALLY jacob doesn't look like jacob anymore. I mean, he doesn't look like the previous jacob in twilight which he looked so ewww. So, can't wait for new moon! I must say, I really like new moon better than twilight. Just towards the end though. Oh wait, maybe twilight's more better. I just like the end part of new moon. Eclipse & Breaking Dawn, not really. Because the book starts to become so eww.

Enough of twilight saga. I gotta move my butt from this chair now because I have lots of things to do. So tata, peeps!

yours truly

-hens-

fashion fever, i love you!

Fashion #1 - Blair's headband

2009-06-01T14:57:00.010+08:00

I ADORE BIG, FANCY, RIBBON HEADBANDS D: !

They are soo pretty, like blair's! And I've viewed some from the net. Oh goshh, they're so pretty !!! Don't you think so?

Anyway, amirah cut her hair :O!

alright, gotta go now.

-hens-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NURUL NADIRAH ZULKIFLI!

2009-05-31T22:22:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY, IRA :D!

Hope you had a great day today ! May Allah bless you and remember me always ! Before I found that picture, I actually encountered an old picture of us at Japan Foundation KL! We look so young. Hahahaha! And we posed the ILUVYOU hand sign! Aww, I miss the old days, ira :( . Anyway, stay as an anime & piano freak, okay? That so defines you! Oh, and your random opera singing too! I miss that, lol.

Love you <3

gotta go now,

Hens :)

something unexpectable

2009-05-30T20:39:00.004+08:00

During science tuition :-

Teacher : Alright so example of silicates are ruby, jade, topaz. Oh and another one u need to know is mica.

Girl 1 : Hey! Isn't that the cartoon character's name?

Everyone : Oh yeaa...

Teacher : What? Really? How come I've never heard of it? What is the name of the cartoon?

Girl 1 : Ohh, i can't remember

*then everyone told that they forgot too*

Teacher : Hmmm. I'll check if I come across (he said something like tht I think)

Boy 1 : Teacher, do u watch cartoons? Like playhouse disney and all?

Teacher : Yes. I always watch cartoons. It's so relaxing.

Everyone : *gives this OMG look* ....

hens : OMG, are you serious?

Teacher : Yeaaah. Eh hello, saya tak ada exam. So I sit at home and watch cartoons lah.

Boy 1 : You mean you watch Dora the Explorer?

Teacher : Umm, yeah I do.

Boy 1 : OMG , but teacher she always asks questions . It's so like .........

Teacher : So what? It's relaxing what. At home I always watch cartoons. Sebab I don't have exams.

Then everyone started listing out all the cartoon's exists. And 90& he answered yes. hahahaha, we were like laughing and laughing :D :D :D

And there's a new girl in tuition :). I call her D---- .
Hehe.

it's time for blogging :D

2009-05-30T20:31:00.002+08:00

so peeps, how was your day today? mine was pretty fine. i attended a function today. but we sort of reached there a bit later so we missed out the whole cukur jambul thing. we ate after all :). nadd came after that. i was busy with my handphone until like i-dunno for how many minutes. hehe. came back home feeling all sleepy cause i woke up quite early this morning. thennn, had to go to the tailor to alter my white dress, which was huge for me and too low, ewww. mom went to the salon after that. i came back home and read books, and i dunno what-else-i-did.

such a boring post, rite?

eww.

till then.

xoxo,

hens :D

WHAT'S UP?

2009-05-30T20:19:00.003+08:00

GUESS WHAT !

IT'S THE HOLIDAYS :DD ! oh yeahhh! For two whole weeks I won't have to wake up early in the morn to get ready for school, finishing up my hw/s till late at night, and feel sleepy for almost every single day. I'll replace all my sleeping beauty time during the hols. Cause a princess needs a rest right? HAHA.

Anyways, I noticed that I have not been updating like for the past few weeks. I know, my blog is in such a dull mode now. Ughhh. But its just that, lately I dunno what to write :/ . Or either I have lost my interest to write on my blog. So yupp.

And yesterday I talked to the bestie, ILI RUZANNA :D, whom I always refer with her as "awak". We were always communicating with each other using "awak" eventhough the language we're using is in English. Its funny sometimes when u think back about the old times :D. Anyway, I miss her soo much! The last time I saw her was last november, (sumwhere during the release of twilight), during her birthday party :D :D :D. She still look the same to me. Still so thin & small :). And I heard she got braces! Can't wait to see her sooon :D :D :D.

OMG, did i tell you? I just saw my sister's photos during her visit to Nekobukuro sumn. Lol. Nekobukuro is a kitty heaven's place ! There's so many cute cats & kittens there. ARGHH, so chomeyll!

TAA, PEEPS :D.

Poem :D

2009-05-11T23:24:00.004+08:00

What would you do if someone read up your poem out loud? As for me, I would definitely go hyper. Just like how I reacted when MOM read it OUT LOUD infront of me. Well, I was nearby and as I told you, I was hyperventilating,I was jumping up and down, squeaking and screaming, LoL. Luckily, it was a poem titled "Mother, oh Mother!". *SHRIEKS*. Damnnn, so unlucky -_- . But a *coughcough* poem would be so much more embarrasing and thus, I would be more hyperventilating :D. By the way, eldest sis said that I could become a poet or an English teacher or something. Truthfully, that would be something that I may quite like. Imagine walking past by the school compound and students greeting me "GOOD MORNING, MISS H"! Woaahhh, I can definitely imagine that :D. Or, when you go to bookstores and suddenly you see this sort of classy front page of a book titled "CLASSIC POEMS" and under it is the author's name which is "HELINNA" ! WOAHHH, MORE CLASSY :D. Or better yet, a thick book which has 500+ pages that has my name on the front cover page :D. That thick book of course would be some emo story I guess. HARHAR. So yeah, I might just go to Japan and teach Japanese toddlers, or junior highs. DAMNNN, must be great! I'll teach Kaito & Ayaka so that they can easily speak English with me. Then, otou-san & okaa-san wouldn't be able to understand :D :D :D. Hahaa, I'm mean. But TET, otou-san and okaa-san will definitely understand our conversations -_-. They are quite fluent in English. Especially okaa-san. Sayonaraaa, kaito & aya! Hahaha, just joking. Of course I'll still teach them ENGLISHH. I wonder how they're doing now~~*wondering around in my own thoughts*~~You know what, I have to read up my poem infront of the class tomorrow. I.think.I'm.gonna.faint.! There's butterfly in my stomachhh. But not as bad as oral. Which I practically screwed up during the first day. Craapp. Okay, so mom read up my poem and I was going all red. How great is that? I looked like an overripe tomato. Moreover, my face is round (!?). Hahahaha. You get me right?

Ciao!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IZARRA AZUDDIN!

2009-05-08T13:38:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IZARRA AZUDDIN :D

You're officially fifteen :D! Sorry for the late post :/ . I was so busy yesterday and couldn't get online. Anyway, I'm glad you had a great day yesterday!
(:

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And I have not been updating my blog, it looks so dead. Lol.
The last post was about DA'S showcase, which was 2 weeks ago? Or more than that, haha!
Anyway, I'll try my best to update .

During tuition :-

Teacher : We must see whether the compound etc etc etc

*some music was playing outside*

Teacher : etc etc etc

I was trying to concentrate on teacher & also the song that was playing outside! So after few seconds,

*tell me whyyyyy, you're so hard to forget. don't remind meeeeee, i'm not over it*!

OMG, hahahaha. It was a little too not over you playing at the reception!
Anyway, tuition was quite fun yesterday. I still haven't ask my tadika friend whether she remembers me or not. I wonder if she does remembers me. I look so different now. She looks different too, but from the day she stepped inside the class, I know she looked like someone I know. And so it was her.

Enough of that, I'm gonna try asking her. Tapi maluuu. Hahahahaha!

Rite, gtg nw.

Looking Good :)

2009-05-04T17:00:00.006+08:00

And I'm B.I.A ! Nothing much to write about. I'm really bored right now. You know what? I haven't finish my sejarah folio yet. DANG! I've been doing it since god knows when but here it's not finished yet. *sighhh*. I think I wanna finished it up like today so that I'll have time to do other stuffs.

Soo, I think I'm gonna change my blogskin. It looks so dull and boring. I knew i'd get bored with it. And I think I'm gonna start updating my blog since it looks so dead. And untouched. Haha. The last post was about DAVID ARCHULETA SHOWCASE PERFORMANCE <3. Hahahaha SO, I was watching this episode of Hannah Montana where David Archuleta made a guest appearance like OH-MY-GOD *gaaasppp*. He was cute, as usual. ;) There was this scene where Hannah felt bad for cancelling her date to go to Prom as an exchange of her wanting to chill out with David Archuleta at the studio. So in the end, she felt awfully bad doing that and she called David to cancel out their supposedly plan together. And David Archuleta was kind of shocked so he asked reasons and before Hannah could give them, he started answering them for Hannah ;

ohhh nooo! when I called u thought I was david cook?

*talking to hannah montana*

IT WAS HILARIOUS!!!!

Well, I only watched a bit. Thennn umm, oh yea, I heard david's going to tour with demi lovato!!! :O

Enough of that. Let's get to something else :P. Let's get to today's topic. During maths, renia was trying to figure out when my birthday is. Yeah, dia dah lupa -_-. So she kept on saying july something. Lol. And when I gave her that look, she'll start all over saying july something -__-. Hahahahaha. Lawakk ohh. First we went to go see nadiah and she wasn't sure. On the way coming down the stairs, she asked sofea but she couldn't remember. So we walked past block C and on the phone booth was navina dialling up her parents. Renia asked her and she didn't get it right too. We kept on walking and walking and at the gate near the guard house came farahin. She was walking towards us. So renia asked her when my birthday was and FINALLY, the birthday date was revealed :D. Aww, mmg kawan sejati! <3

So peeps, just remember your good friends birthdays okay. It won't hurt much to just note it down in your diary. All humans forget and as a solution, note it down somewhere ;). I still love you, Renia .. no worries xD!

catch up with ya later , peeps :)

David Archuleta Showcase Performance 11/4

2009-04-13T21:01:00.008+08:00

So after waiting for days & days to get a ticket, I finally got one on thursday :D. Thank you so much, Natalie :') . And the most touching part was, she gave me for FREE! goshh, thank you thank you thank you thank you!!!! :'D

I've waited since saturday, and I even embarrased myself 3 times by calling fly.fm and once by calling hitz.fm . It was tiring, tough and of course, sort of heartbreaking whenever they found their 7th caller/5th caller and to actually learn that it's not you :( . And to hear the other person on the other line scream, jump, laugh for winning the tix :(.

On thursday, izarra told me the good news :DDDD. Againnn, thank you thank you thank you thank you so muchhhhh natalie!!!

On friday, at eli's house, izarra gave me the ticket. WOOT WOOT. It was a moment of jumping up and down and squeaaalingggg. Tuition was fine. We changed our way of seating. It was more comfortable actually. And eli told us a ghost story which I freaked out almost before the klimaks. HAHAHAHA, it was so funny. I didn't know I screamed so loudly :P, because I was covering my ears. And before eli could finish the story, teacher came in and she asked us what happened and all". Lol, my bet!

On the way back home, eli continued back the story. And I still felt the shivery feeling. My legs were shiveringgg too, l:

On saturday, I went to david archuleta's showcase performance. Hitz.fm were really kind mannn :OOO. Oh yea, before that, when we arrived there I wasn't feeling quite good. I didn't know contact lens would hurt that muchhh. Didn't really pay attention when we played the game conducted by one of the hitz.fm cruisers. I was actually trying to figure out how to let the pain go off. So in the hitz.fm truck/car (?), I decided to take it off since izarra said I looked like I was in pain :O (wore it only for 2 hours). And seriously, I do. I caught a glimpse of my eye on the driver's mirror, and it was all wateryy :OOO. Taking it off was easy peesy for me. Washed my hand and finally took it off.

When we were slightly few metres away from the amphitheatre, one of the hitz.cruiser escorted us(I forgot his name). He was so kindddd! And finally when we got there, :OOOO, there were almost 3 000 ppl, according to what the cruiser said. Almost all the seats were occupied. But luckily, there were seats for us (izarra, me, her cousin & her aunt). We got seats at the front row at the vip's side. So, waited and waited and that stupid annoying fan kept on sprinkling water out of it. It was so damn annoying! Especially when I had my glasses on and I had to wipe it off many times! Then after like 15 mins, this dude came and put it upwards or something.

First performance was by this dude, then this other dude and then this other other dude. Weren't so thrilling as it weren't what we wanted to really see but they were sporting for coming down to lagoon to fill in the time for a while :).

So JJ was like "give it up for david archuleta!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!", everyone screamed of course. Waited for few mins (about 3 mins?), and that's when I saw securities coming out from the door at the backstage and and and and and and here comes, here comes...........................ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, the amphitheatre was filled with ppl screaming, squealing, shouting, jumping up and down, etc etc. David finally came out. He was so cuteee!!! And while he was walking towards the middle of the stage he put up his right hand to wave at us and he smiled so handsomely :D :D :D. And he kept on smiling and smiling until his song started and he sang his first song (a little too not over you). We were singing together with him. He had a really good voice, man! It was so nice hearing him singing live. It was beautiful :D. And and, he really sang his heart out. He was even good at doing eye contacts with the audience (us, LOL.). He sang about six songs I think. And all of them were nice! My favourite songs right now would be a little too not over you, running & touch my hand. homg, when he sang touch my hand, he put out his hands and everyone started screaming and putting out their hands to reach him, lol. But the gap between the stage & the seats were quite a distance :(. His songs were so touching :') , it really touched my heart :') , and the lyrics were meaningful and beautiful :'). Thennn, he sang "a thousand miles" while playing it on the keyboard. :') . Another touchy song.

If I could fall Into the sky

Do you think time

Would pass me by

'Cause you know I'd walk

A thousand miles

If I could

Just see you

If I could Just hold you

Tonight

-a thousand miles :')

Tell me whyy, you're so hard to forget don't remind me,

I'm not over it

Tell me whyy, I can't seem to face the truth,

I'm just a little too not over you

-a little too not over you :')))

Saw you from the distance

Saw you from the stage

Something about the look in your eyes

Something about your beautiful face

Can’t let the music stop

Can’t let this feeling end

Cause if I do it’ll all be over,

I’ll never see you again

Can’t let the music stop

Until I touch your hand

Cause if I do it’ll all be over,

I’ll never get the chance again

-touch my hand :'))

:').Overall, I had a fun time. Eventhough we didn't get to meet him personally (grrr, I envy you frisha & natalie. you guys are soo luckyy!!!). It was still good enough for me to go see him sing live. :'D. Definitely the highlight of my weekend!

I hope he comes back and do another concert. And this time, I will not miss my chance to go see him personally even if the securities catch me or something. I will find my way :). Hahaha, Love you archie <3! Your music speaks to ppl and I finally realized that after hearing your beautiful performance! It deeply touched my heart :')

-hens-

Little Bit of This and That

2009-03-24T21:40:00.004+08:00

No more of this and that.

It's back to the old' days.

*sighhh*

Okay, I miss rana nee-san :(
And my foster family.
Rinduuuu~

MOVIES , ho yeah!

2009-03-18T15:27:00.005+08:00

OMG, this blog has been abandoned for so long :/ Sorryyy dear blog. It's just that, I'm too lazy to layan you anymore :P.
Anyway, guess how many movies I've watched in this whole month! I've watched almost everything (not).
Hahaha. Let's see, just straight after my test (groans), my 2nd sis and I watched slumdog millionaire! The movie was GREAT! It did have some sort of message. And well, it's quite an applause *thumbs up*! Oh yea, and did I mention who I saw there? (sweat!)
Ohh and I finally bought the headband frm forever 21. There was no blue colour, GRRR! Speaking of headbands, I need one with a red ribbon, black colour. Because that one *points to sis's red ribbon, black colour headband*, is going off to japan :(.
Movies... oh yes, then I watched benjamin button at night. The movie was almost for 3 whole hours :0. There was time I wanted to doze off cause I was too tired, but nehh I didn't. That movie was okay too. Brad Pitt acted it really well, man! Like from old to young. Woahhh :O.
Then I don't know what day, my 2nd sis and I watched Jonas Brothers the 3d concert experience. XD. Haha, mostly there were a lot of kiddies. And some few grown ups & teens. The 3d glass was cool. But my sis got a headache wearing that :P. Ohhh and the concert is awesome :D, obviously!
Besides that, I remembered watching this japanese movie at my sister's laptop. Okay now that movie, best lah jugak. Haha. It's called detroit metal city! The main actor did a great job acting as a two person's personality. One is all innocent, play soft sweet songs. And another, not-so-innocent, play death metal, rock songs. HAHAHA, at times it was seriously funny!
*sigh*. I should stop playing around already. Must get back to study mode! Just this morning, I finally knocked some sense into my brain to stop telling me to goof around. Which was good because now, I feel more determined. So now, it's no more reading other ppl's blog habit. Haha. Lately, I've been doing that a lot. And it really is distracting me. UGHHHH.

Yesterday did a bit of maths, and applied my ear medicine drops (it's getting slightly better but not much difference :( ) , and I lied down on my bed. Before that, I took my storybook (the one ordered frm scholastic's). And I started reading it NON-STOP! Oh my god, the story is really sweet! Now this time, I don't dislike or feel annoyed with the main girl, like bella swan or megan meade or reed brennan :P. This time, I think that the main girl is just simple and not so annoying or anything. I like her character. Simple and nice. The main guy is... SWEET, as usual. Haha. Just like Finn Mcgowan XD. But I don't really like the sister/ friend. She's a bit annoying. Anyway, the book is something like megan meade's but it's not. It's called 'making a splash'! Ahh, totally adorable and breathtaking~:D.

TAAAAA:-
~hEns :D

let's play more GAMES

2009-02-08T19:18:00.009+08:00

I'm now so tired! Woke up in the morning, watched tv & had my breakfast & BAM, walked to school. And no one was there yet. PFFT. So waited for 5 minutes and michelle finally came. YEAY. We waited for almost 15 minutes and finally renia arrived. Gahhh. HAHA.

Okay so to cut it short, the thingy was actually supposed to start at 2 PM and renia misheard bavi saying that we'll be going back at 2, so yeahh. In the end, we just went to renia's and lepak-ed for awhile. Lol.

At 2, went to the orphanage's home. Bavi, hui xin & the 3f group (zalifah, athirah & ain) were there. The kids weren't there yet. They were at the old folk's home. They had some function I think. So waited for 5 minutes. And then the uncle at the orphanage's said that we could just go there. And then zalifah mentioned about the secretary saying that the kids were supposed to be here & that they do not have any plans today. And the uncle was like "WHAT SECRETARY?". Conclusion, we were at the wrong house. Gosh. Hahaha! The house we made an appointment to go was not an orphanage's home but was something like Rumah Hope.

It was actually located nearby ili's house! It was soo near, I could see her house! Oh thank god we didn't have to walk the whole way there. It was quite far. Renia's dad came to give the camera and tht was the right time to get a lift. Hehe. So got there and there were 8 of them. We started off with introducing ourselves. Hehe. Some were shy and some weren't. We first played the statue dance. They were dancing so cutely. Hehee, I was recording the whole thing. The winner got my gift! I thought it was perfect for her so she got mine. Then we played musical chairs, pass around something;get a number;do the action & newpaper dance. Oh and did I tell you that this girl told ain tht she likes me! HAHA. Awww, i was so touched. And she kept following me around and holding my hand :) . She even told me that she likes my hair. AWW. Hahaha, I actually tied two just now. Okay so conclusion, I had fun but it was such a tiring day. Especially when I played the newspaper game. I partnered with this little girl. We had to like step on the newspaper when the music stops and the next round, we'll have to fold it. Hahaha, so I had to carry her for like 3 times I think. All different positions. Haha. It was so tiringgg, lol! Ohhh and I still remembered during my 9th birthday, I did a party at twinkles, ou & we played that game. I partnered with ezryn! Haha, it was so funny! We almost fell down. Lols. Oh I miss ezryn :( . Hmm, I bet she's having a wonderful time in Scotland. Alrite, so yeah that was the whole thing about today :).

P/S : me and my sis have planned something special for our dearest mom :).

~love, hens~

Painful

2009-02-07T21:08:00.006+08:00

On wednesday I was so shocked to hear the news. I cried. Most people did. Izarra cried. I thought about how billa is feeling. I'm so sorry, billa. My deepest condolence to you and your family.

-al fatihah-

On thursday we went to visit her. Izarra, Nadiah, Azalea, Nadirah & I. Hugged her really tightly. Told her to be strong and told her tht I'm sorry. We read Yasin.

On friday I wanted to go to the funeral. But I was thinking whether she needs space. And in the end, I didnt go because I had to go somewhere. It was sad. I wanted to be there for her. But Alhamdulillah, najiha was there.

And today, I've just completed a few of my homeworks. But sejarah not yet, oh crap! And I studied/practiced circles 2. Maths is the only fun thing I did today. Oh and I reallyyy reallyyy need a book to read. I was craving for it just now. OHHH BOOKS! I'm currently reading the Private series. Just finished reading Private, the first book. And frankly, I do not like anyone in there. The main girl, Reed Brennan is such a dumbo. -_-. The Billings Girls are such a meany. And Thomas Pearson? Umm, nahhh. But eventhough I do not like anyone in there, I still would like to continue it for somewhat reason I dunno. Oh anyway, I really need a book to read. I'm so bored! I need to read something. An interesting book! I thought of going to Borders or MPH just now just to check out what interesting books are in store but nope, the plan wasn't fulfill. UGH, I know I shouldn't be reading storybooks and etc but its just, I'm craving for it. March test will be on the 2nd ke 3rd, I forgot. And just now I checked the Sunburst news, and OMG, they had their silent press yesterday. So, the singers who will be coming will be revealed soon I guess. YEAY! I wanna go!
Mom's birthday is coming up! I really need to think of something to give her. Well, I do have something in mind. Hehehe.
Alright, sooo guess thats it. CIAO.

p/s : no more of emoticons. it looks so ugly if there's too much. hehe.

Tired like Shit

2009-02-02T23:40:00.002+08:00

*GROANS*. It's like 11 something PM now, eeckk! Nowadays, I am always sleeping late. I mean, during school days that is. Oh mannn, and I still dunno, or probably haven't decide on what to do for my oral. -___-. SH*T.

Sheesh. I feel so tired & angry -____-.

GO AWAYYY, EYEBAGS! Ughhhhhhhhhhh.

to rana nee-san <3

2009-01-30T15:21:00.013+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY :D, SISTER!
okay so SORRY for blogging this late :P, but I did send you a message around 12 rite?! And I even sang the birthday song for you loudly. Though you weren't here. :( . anyways, like i told you, since you're 21 already, start belanja-ing your oh-so-cute-and-adorable-lil-sis-a.k.a-ME la! :D. hahahahahaha! ohh and for ur present, I really dunno what u want so start giving me a hint :P! okayy, so have a nice day & enjoy ur day :).

P/S : awww, why aren't u cmg back for the weekends huh??? :( . hmph! nvm la, we'll celebrate after ur exams okay? :D

with lots and lots and lots of love,
HENS, ur oh-so-cute-and-adorable-lil-sis! :P

filled with LAUGHTER

2009-01-30T00:54:00.004+08:00

Today was the 2 cekap's reunion gathering :) . It was awesome, of course! Hehe. We first ate & talk. Ya Allah, bising gila kot! Biase la, its 2 cekap '08 what ! anyways, after tht we start off with our movie marathon plan . And out of the 4, i've watched all 3 of them already :P. first we watched Angus, Thongs & Perfect Snoggings. OMG, after watching it again, Angus does looks like ili's cat, Angel. COMELL ! oh and everyone was squealing whenever aaron johnson or tommy bastow appeared. LMAO! funny la you guys ni :P! okay so after tht, watched 27 dresses (i've never watched this one before), but they ended up skipping it like a lot cause we didn't have much time. and so i didn't really get to see it :( . moving on... , we watched a bit of twilight (yea, just a bit!) cause it wasn't really tht clear. and and after twilight we watched wild child. yea but we didn't get to finish it :( . aww, but nahh i've watched it before. emma robberts is pretty la! she looks great with brunette hair. and they were fighting over alex pettyfer! HAHAHA. nad, azalea & thabee :P.
So basically, thts what happened from 11-4 , on the 29th of january :). sorry for blogging this late cause I was busy reading PRIVATE. haha!

uhh okay, gtg.

-helinna-

sometimes you make me pissed off

2009-01-28T17:07:00.004+08:00

EESH.

and this is why sometimes I hate blogspot -_-

I just posted a post just now and it came out appearing NUTS.

nuts as in, GILA la. lol.

so anyway, the font from small went to BIG. big as in HUGE. like woah O: .

yea, and tht was one of the main problem. the 2nd main problem was, THE FONT WAS TOO HUGE THT THE POSTS COULDN'T BE READ -_- . and the black colour font was like smudging with each other. then came the pink & purple font synchronizing(?) together like a smudgy pinkishhh-purplishhh nailpolishhh (?) . hahaha, pinkishhh-purplishhh nailpolishhh :D. sounds cool? NO. definitely not on my blog page.

so lets make this fast and short. i've already watched 2 movies tht i had intend to watch! bedtime stories & inkheart. yes. like a movie marathon *thumbs up*. bedtime stories was FUNNY compared to inkheart. but both was an applause. then yesterday went to Putrajaya. it was soo tiringgg but I enjoyed myself :). I learnt about plants and its use. yes, something very educational tht can actually be fun. from fruit trees to herbal trees, hehe. some had weird names. like mangga nyasomethingsomething. i forgot leeeyy.

i'm planning to finish up my homework by today, if possible :D. and also to finish up the bm powerpoint & peribahasa (thanks amirah for reminding me! i ALMOST forgot all about it. heeee). okay lahh. i should probably finish up my homework now...

p/s : I think I wanna change my blogskin laaa. This one doesn't show its title -_- , tapi cantik.

p/p/s : 2nd sister, when are u gonna burn gossip girl season 2 hehh?

LALA land :)
the PINK freak.
retardddd XD
NYAHAHAHAHAHA.

eeshh, takde keje -_-

2009-01-04T15:15:00.011+08:00

I thought I lost my pencil box just nw! I was searching for it like a crazy person -.- . went up and down, up and down and finally, I felt like fainting. UGH, nooo. I'm sickk :( . When I thought I'm not anymore cause yesterday after eating 2 pils of panadols, I was back to normal. But just suddenly at night, I felt eerie cold. Like I was outside in the snow, haha. The good thing when you're sick is tht u'll have to wear a sweater/jacket/hoodie etc to keep you warm. And I just love wearing my hoodie at home :). It looks soo fashionable. HAHA. Speaking of fashion, I have this sudden interest & like towards fashion :). Not tht I wasn't before but now I'm absolutely in love with it. Thanks to Gossip Girl, I just love all of Blair Waldorf's clothes. It looks so fancy & pretty on her. She usually wears a dress (or long baju?!) , with long tights and and its soo prettyyy! Anyway, I'm bummed cause I haven't finished watching season 2 yet :( . I wonder when can I ever continue back *sigh*. And I think blair and chuck makes a good couple :). Hahahaha. Definitely not nate. eww. lols.

BY THE WAY, I did found my pencil box. HAHAHA. That was what I wanted to write actually. Hahahahaha. My pencil box was apparently in some red basket o.o . HAHA. Alhamdulillah :). If not, I'd be penless HAHAHAHA, ._. . Alrite, guess thts it. ciaoo, ppl :) .

~love, hensnaaaa x)~

P/S : I didn't know my mom likes one of the jonas brother's song... hahahaha.

frens, see you tomorrow :). hmm, I'm kinda scared :/ && I hope I'll recover by tomorrow... :( . or at least feel much more better & won't faint during assembly :/ .

gg

2009-01-03T20:15:00.003+08:00

NOOO. I haven't finished watching Gossip Girl yet D: ! And school's on MONDAY. aiyoyoyoyoyo. Anyway, talking about Gossip Girl, I suddenly have this interest towards fashion ! I totally love Blair Waldorf's outfits :D ! They're all so pretty. Every episodes she dresses up differently. And she often wears a dress (or like long blouses?) with tights. It looks soo pretty on her! Hmm, I wish I could be like her... hahaha.

So after watching gossip girl nonstop yesterday and the day before, (together with wild child :P), today my body temperature went high. HIGH fever :(. I stayed in bed for hours. Totally restless. But,

that's not gonna ruin my holiday mood xDD !

2009-01-01T18:23:00.005+08:00

I have found a pretty good classical piano piece :)

Prelude, no 1 in C major - Johann Sebastian Bach

Its such a calming & relaxing piece. And so beautiful. It all happened yesterday when I woke up from my short nap. I was all still dizzy & sleepy. But couldn't continue my nap because I dunno why. So I decided to play the piano instead. And just suddenly, a piece of song was in my mind. At first, it was all like not clear. I started recalling and humming it back over and over again to identify what song it was. And , "AHAH! It must be prelude something. Cause I've heard it before from the classical cd (my mom's) ". After that, I quickly grabbed this piano book I bought from ira's music school :P. Oh boy, I havent even started playing any songs from there with the guidance from my teacher. She's been all busy with my piano piece, scales, sight-reading. Kinda annoying. And scary. Especially when I sometimes don't practice my scales :s . Anyway, I checked the front page of the book where they put all the songs title in there. And I saw quite a number of preludes. About 4-5. I went on with the first prelude of course. Haha. And then, started playing. Hahahaha. Like sight-reading. OH MY GOD. And can you believe it? That was it! That was the piece I have been humming when I woke up from my nap! And shockingly , my playing wasn't tht bad either :P. It was my first time plying that song! My hand just moved along and my eyes & brain started working on the sight-reading pretty good. And I felt the music! Hahahaha!

Okay stop crapping & continue back gossip girl :) .

P/S : Yesterday was great :) . I saw the JB's ON SCREEN. HAHA! well, only for just 30
minutes -.- .

New Year's Eve!

2008-12-31T19:15:00.009+08:00

I'm supposed to be in curve now :(
But mama won't let me go :(
Awwwww~
Sorry niena to disappoint you!

But its okay, I'm not really bummed about it :/ .
It's not really like I wanna go. HAHA.
I think I have other plans tonight :).
I might be going to my grandpa's hse!
YESSSS.
And to watch disney channel there.
HAHAHAHA.
My cousins will be there.
But they might sleep early.
They always do ._.
Such good boys. Hah!
Izarraaaa, I hope galaxie isn't lying!
Or not, *sobs*.
I'M GONNA BLAME THEM!
ahahahahahaha.
But whatever it is, I'm still gonna wait for it :).

Sooo, school's starting next week and I'm not ready ._.
Oh gosh!
I need to revise back my katakana & kanji!
And read at least few chapters of history.
You knw, just incase the history teacher ask questions on the first day of school. :/
But knwing me, I dun think so I'll read -.-

Hmm. Alright, this will be the last post for 2008. well, MAYBE. I might suddenly pop in another post , you know :) .

MESSAGE TO 2C :-

2 cekap, thanks for the great year! I had loads of fun with you guys . And I miss all the twilight talks , etc?
see you guys on the 5th of jan :). we'll have a group hug. HEHE.

i-miss-ira-izarra-nadiah-azalea-billa-niena-emily-2-cekap-so-so-so-so-much!

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

P/S : I hope galaxie isn't lying! :0 . And and, I want my dreaaammm again. *giggles* ! HAHAHAHAHAHA xDDD

2008-12-30T14:24:00.004+08:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO :D

HAHA! Yesterday, yesterday night, I had the most weirdest dream ever! :0. Well, only nadd & nad & azalea knows :D. And I so won't post it up here -_- , ehehehhh. But it was kinda cool :P. Well, kinda. TEEHEE!

anyway, moving on, yesterday mom made baked potato cheese! SEDAP GILE :D! I ate like 2-3 of those. hahaha. and today, there's cupcakes & potato salad XDDD. woohoooo. Mannn, I've been eating a lot ._.

2morrow is new year's eve! JONAS BROTHERS' CONCERT IN LONDON LIVE ON DISNEY CHANNEL :0. I'm gonna watch it :D :D :D!!!!!!!

uhhh, alritee I dunno wat to write nemore. HAHA. bored :/ . okay soooo taiping & penang was fun. (: . At Taiping, I met with my cousins & nieces & nephews! GOSH, THEY ARE SO CUTE <3! We took photos and talk and talk and talk. And one of my niece is 1 year younger than me! like nadd :D. HEHE. we're like buddies nw :). then, went back to the resort like midnight. heheehehehe!

at taiping, we didn't do much. Just watched movies in the room :P. I watched 2-3 movies I think.

shrek 2, 10 000 bc (cb! ._.) , hitch

and some other movies i think. ohh! watched hannah montana <3 too !

PENANG

wedding, tv, night market! , GOOD FOOD !

I bought 3 pairs of earrings. FINALLY. hahaha. but it looks kind of fancy-ish :P. HEHE.

ohh and I watched this movie called "Johnson's family vacation" ! IT WAS SO FUNNY!

the wedding was great. (: . the food was good and all but I was hving a bad stomache ache tht time. UGHHH. i practically had to go to the toilet for A MILLION TIMES. haha. okay, I was just being dramatic. -.-

uhh okay. I guess thts it for now. I might be blogging again later :P!

Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging

2008-12-24T17:28:00.006+08:00

(: Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging.

I was watching this yesterday night xD.
And I slept at 3! D:
But I managed to wake up around 11, hehe!
Okay so overall, the movie was okay (:
STIFF DYLANS are soo addictive!
I'm telling youuuuu!
My fav is ultraviolet
ohh ohh and and aaron johnson was so cute in the movie!
Hahahaha! x3

taaaaaa~ :)

That fire you ignited
Good, bad and undecided
Burns when I stand beside it
Your light is ultraviolet

2008-12-22T21:48:00.005+08:00

OKAY, so I finally got my tee :D. YEAY <3. So went to midvalley around 3.00. Tagged chee yan along, since she was nearby & IT WAS FREAKING JAM :0!
Chee Yan belanja sushi!
HEHE :D So anyways, while waiting, went to sushi king, mph, speedy! OMG, I still remember, when we were at MPH, I was searching for the jonas brothers book burnin up tour (for fun. just wanna see it), and IT WAS THERE. Well, on the comp it says so but when I tekan for info, it says not available YET -.- . BUMMER.
Then, around 4 nk was on the way. So we waited at mcd. And around 4.30+, nk arrived. And while waitinggg, he said he was coming up to mcd. After a few mins, there was this green shirt guy and I pointed out to chee yan *-

hens : I think thts him?
cheeyan : msg!

Well when I wanted to msg, suddenly nk texted me saying tht he's wearing a green shirt! HAHAHAHA, tht was sooo funnyyy! And I kept on repeating, "SEE! I HAVE MAGIC! I HAVE MAGIC!" LOL. So then me & chee yan went up to the mcd's 2nd floor and there it was, EDWARD CULLEN TEE on the table :OOOOOOO! But before I could take it back with me, I had to change my 50 ringgit -.- . BUMMER. Nk didn't hv change. Anyways, after finished changing, paid, and finallyy I GOT MY EDWARD CULLEN TEE :DDDDD! I was squeaaaaalingggg! HAHAHAHA! yeayyy <3.

SO thank you chee yan for temaning me! And nk for giving me the tee today! AND AND I'm so sorry chee yan! bcoz of me, u had to go home late :/. but thank you sooo muchhh! :). At least u got ur ice-cream ;D.

bubbye <3

the vid below, IS SO FUNNYYY! <3.
Hahahahahaha!

UNLEASHING INNER NERD - joe jonas :)

JONAS BROTHERS LIVING THE DREAM EP 3

2008-12-22T00:16:00.004+08:00

muhh favourite <3

2008-12-20T01:19:00.004+08:00

CRUSHED :(

This morning, I was cutting a fruit. While cutting it, out of nowhere, suddenly the sharp knife touched my finger. TOUCHED. And after a few seconds, drips of blood started to drop. And I was just staring at it, BLUR. When I got back to my senses, haha, I went and washed it. -.- . Bad idea! Actually what I had to do first was to put minyak gamat. According to dad. Heh! Instead of putting minyak gamat, I went and put minyak merah something. The hot one. Lol. -.-. That's sooo the wrong ubat! *sigh*. I'll put minyak gamat later!

So just now, followed mom & dad to midvalley. They were looking for wedding presents. And more wedding presents. Hahahaha.

Then, went to speedy! And guess what, mom bought for me (well, I begged her! eheh) :-

JONAS BROTHERS <333

Hahaha, okay so the cover is something like this :) .

And yes nad, I feel complete XD. LOL! Yeappp. So I wanted camp rock soundtrack too but, next time lahh. Hehehehe :D.

Then went to coffee bean and had CARAMEL ICED BLENDED :D. YUMM! And also a chicken pie.

Yeappp, thts it for today :).

love :- hens <3 joe j!

P/S : I asked my mom about the "e.c tee", and she said yes! YAYYY!

2008-12-18T14:18:00.000+08:00

You Are 100% A Twilight Know-It-All!

WOW, YOU KNOW-IT-ALL!!!!! It's safe to say you're a Twilight Know-It-All! Go ahead, go brag to your friends'! It's Official Now!!!!

Twilight,Do You Really Know It All?
Take More Quizzes

I GOT 100%! WOOHOO!

2008-12-17T23:43:00.002+08:00

Mom made caramel pudding. again.
HEHE, because the recent one dah habis :D
And this time, the caramel is like SUPER SOFT :0
super super super super super super super SOFT!
It'll like melt in your mouth within a few seconds.
OH YUM, I likeyyy <3!

I HATE THIS SONGGG.

I'm getting sick of beyonce's song "If I were A boy" ! OKAY, so what if you're a boy? -.- !
Okay enough enoughhh! hahahaha i dno wat to write :/

OH OH! I absolutely love Jonas Brothers Living The Dream episode 3! HAHAHA, it cracks me up whenever I watch it. I never get bored of it! Joe is sooo funnyyy in there. He and his "unleashing inner nerd" 8D. hahahaha.
i wanted to post it here but i'm not in youtube, so the next post je lah! lol.

Umm, okayy :D . thts it for today! TOODLES <3!

love,
hens :D *heart* joe j!

P/S : I texted ira. And I counted, the total text msges I send was 3! Hahaha, okay not so bad. But stiiilll! It's quite expensive I think :/ . Izarra says its expensive. But wtv la, at least I get to tell her what I want :D . And what I want is the Jonas Brothers's autograph 8DDD! And ira told me if she gets to meet them, she'll definitely take their autograph for me! HAHAHA. Yeayyy! <3.

I MISS YOUUU : (

Billa flew off already. She's going to Japan! HAVE FUN & TAKE CARE, BILLA :)

GONNA MISS YOU TOOO! : (

2008-12-16T22:38:00.005+08:00

8D !
YEAYYY!
I LARF my piano teacher ! :D
she found Bella's Lullaby piano sheet!
and the nicest part was that, she made a copy FOR ME ! :) :) :)
WOW! THANK YOU SO MUCHHHH TEACHER R <3!
And the great part is , the piano sheet sounds exactly the same as BELLA'S LULLABY! *_* Yeaaaaa!
Frm the beginning, the orchestra part is included :D :D :D
Every sound, (i think), is included! :D :D :D
Hmm... I wonder who made the sheet...
But whatever it is, he or she is a talented-play-by-ear person! :D
So far, I've went to youtube and listened to some of the ppl who played bella's lullaby on piano but none is like completed. I love the one my teacher gave me :)!
Eventhough its looks HARD, but once u analyse it, hmm , u cn manage :) .
but i'm still no good -.- .
need more practice haha!

OWH, and I printed out these sheet music already :-

1) gotta find you - JOE JONAS <3
2) when you look me in the eyes - Jonas Brothers
3) a little bit longer - Jonas Brothers

(i need to find a better version of "this is me" sheet music! and I'm gonna print out "tonight" soon i think)

And the one I'm getting a hang on is ______. Yes, of course it's gotta find you by joe jonas! HAHA! Tht was the first song i tried first, out of the three. And I play tht song THE MOST OKAY out of the three. XDDDDDDDDD! Oh joe! <3

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

ENOUGH OF THE PIANO TALK ! LOL

Oh! I love the song "on the line - demi lovato ft Jonas Brothers" :)
It's niiceee!
But "this is me" is still on top :)
I love "this is me" more than "on the line".
Because "this is me" is frm camp rock! hahahaha
and camp rock was where I first............... *.* *.* *.*
Hahahahahahaha!
Yess, I love camp rock <3!
And Shane Gray <333!

READ THIS (a few mins ago) :-

Izarra says:
OMG

helinna ; says:
what whyy??

Izarra says:
jb is in london

helinna ; says:
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Izarra says:
MY AUNT IS THERE!

helinna ; says:
O________________________---O

Izarra says:
i was supposed to GO!

Izarra says:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

helinna ; says:
OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD

helinna ; says:
IRA IS IN LONDON 0________________________0

helinna ; says:
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!

Izarra says:
ira's there!

helinna ; says:
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

helinna ; says:
I NEED TO TELL HERRRRRR

0____________________________________________________________0

she definitely need to get me their autograph or album or whateverrr!

Okay, so I just sms-ed her . (she's now at london)
I HOPE SHE REPLIES ME BACKKK!
or better, get me the autograph or the album!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHH !

I'M GONNA MISS MY LITTLE LOVE

2008-12-15T23:02:00.003+08:00

I'm so gonna miss my little baby!
Well, actually I'm already missing it ='(
But its okay, shahirah's gonna take good care of you :)
I hope she IS taking care of youuuu!
hahahaha

Okayy, so sha's gonna fly off later.
Around 1 something to Japan.
MANNN, I miss Japaaann!
Hahahah, gonna miss you sha :(!
I bet she's hving fun at the kursus for the homestay thingyyy!
The food was good :)
Thts what I remembered
Hahaha!
Well anyways, all the best & take care & have funn :D!
You're so gonna love ur family, japan, frens, disneyland, and etc!
OH and also the cold :)

So Ili flew off to US yesterdayyy.
Haishhh.
Everyone is leaving meeeee
HAHAHAHA.
And she'll be back like around the end of december. :(
what about the animal rescuers thinggg?
That leaves me all aloneeee....
OMG, SHE CN MEET THE JONAS BROTHERS 0___________0
GAAAHHHHHHHH!
NAK PEGI JUGAAAKKK .

Okay so like if I go to US, the first thing I'll do is to GO TO THE JONAS BROTHERS 'S CONCERT!!!!
And then, GET THEIR AUTOGRAAPPPHHHH!!!!
AFTER THAT, I'LL TAKE PICTURES WITH THEMMM AND HUG THEM!!!!!!!!! :0000000000000000000000000000000000
AND I'LL DEFINITELY FAAINNTTT AFTER THAT O_________O

OH MY GOD.
I'll get to meet JOE!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*FAINTS*

If like I go to their concert and and Joe sings the BB Good song,
O_______________O
And when the part where :-

Listen girl,
you gotta be good
I dont wanna hurt you
I wanna KISS you!

*FAAAAINNTTSSS*

o_____________________________________________________o

especially the part where he says "I wanna KISS you"
*gasspppp* :oooooooooo

i'm speechless comma i dunno what to sayyy fullstop

2008-12-14T00:43:00.005+08:00

SO today is taylor swift's birthday.
HAHAHA.
"Happy Birthday, Taylor :D"
Okay so maybe not really 2day :/
It's supposed to be on the 13th but since its 1 something in the morn, so its like the 14th already.
Why the heck did I post it here -.- ?
Haihh wtvv laa.
I came across this from wiki ._.
HAHA, I love wiki <3
AND youtube XD!

ANYWAYS,
tadi bestt :D
went to zaimah's hse & went to ou with her family.
they had karate practice (zaimah & her siblings)
so while waiting for them to finished, I read her breaking dawn.
after 1 hour passed, I really felt like fainting there, ON THE BENCH.
I slept really late last nighttt (oh wait morninggg. about 2 am),
and my face was like a zombie when I woke up .____.
But anyway, I kept on reading haha.
Because I didn't have anything to do so like its better to read a book instead of looking around. lol
Okay so after dah hbs the karate practice, I SERIOUSLY felt like fainting O_______O
I was bluurrrrr. and feeling losssttt.
Just right after I looked up from the book, RIGHT THEN dah dizzy :/ .
But I managed to walk :D. hahaha. and open my eyes ._.

then mkn, jln & talk. :D
haha.
then blk back to her hse.

We played ddr.
And I totally sucked!
Zaimah & her sister pandaaiii :D. hahaha
I jumped a lot -.-

Then we chatted.
Apparently, I ckp something different about something to zaimaahhh.
OMG, I AM SO SORRYYY.
I tot it was like tht.
I heard it was like tht frm ili!
Really tot it was like tht :O
craaappp!
Sorry zaimaahh ><"

And we watched this movie called ermmm...
waaaiitt. i forgot ._.
but it was cute ^^

Around 6-7, I went back home.
Waahhh, what a tiring daayyy!

So about half an hour ago, I came out from the room and saw my cat.
So I dashed to her like "CUMII NYAAAARRRR <333!" *attacking her! pinching her fur and like play around with her*.

*after I was done, I just stood there near her*

*after a few seconds*

she bangun and turned to me AND bit my leg (and her bite was like big bite. lol. I could feel her teeth).

-_______________-

hens: OUCHHHHHHH! CUMIIIIIIIII :@! maaaa, cumi gigit henna!
mom: *smilinggg & laughing a bit*
3rd sis: ye lah, henna kacau dia -.-
hens: *stares sharply at cumi* hmphh! naughtyy kittyy!

WTV. I did not kacau herrr!
hahaha, well maybe a bit lahhh.
Haishh, this kittyy ar!
I was just playing around -.-
But wtv it is, luckily she didn't get her saliva all over my leg
UGHH. That'd would be totally UGHHH .____.

Alrite, I'm sooo tired rite now.
Nak tido :D.
OYASUMI! <3

love,
hens :D

P/S : I hvnt print it out yet :( . will do soon i guess...

PIANOOOO!

2008-12-12T21:36:00.014+08:00

been youtubing since morn... i'm hving this neck pain -.-

PIANOOOOOOOO !

ughh, I definitely need to play NEW SONGS. -.-

the exam songs are making me boreeedd.

but teacher r asked me to practice it at least for half an hour.

spend time through it and stuff.

i don't really mind but........
*groaaannnnsss*

let's spend time playing random songs equally :)

like play classical pieces && other pieces TOO :) . NOT JUST CLASSICAL ALL THE TIME PLSS!!! It's not because I dun like them. But too much of it is making me pressured! Especially when its a bit similar to exam pieces .__.

see, much more better riteee?

I think I would like to try some Jonas Brothers songs :D :D :D & camp rock :)

This was the conversation I had with my piano teacher a few months ago :-

teacher r : Heyy, do u know this song called "A little Bit Longer" by the Jonas Brothers?
hens: *blurrrr* ... ermm noo. (I think back then I only knew "When You Look Me In The Eyes". And I definitely didn't care less about the JB! hahahaha)
teacher r : Oh alritee. Because I thought of asking you to search that song for me. My student says the piano part in the beginning is quite nice.
hens: (right... a little bit longer huh? hmm... definitely not interested. I shall find some classical piece instead xDDD HAHAHAHA!) uhh. okay. i'll tryyy. (but I ended up forgetting about it ><")

Oh and there was this time, my 2nd sister asked me to listen to this Jonas Brothers song on her Pink MP3 & the title was "A little Bit Longer" so I thought to myself "Hmm.... sounds familiarr" HAHAHAHAHA!!! It was actually the song my teacher asked me to search for ><". Anyways, I didn't really like it. WELL, back then :). Now I'm liking it a bit :D. But then I was in love with another Jonas Brothers song (the same day where my 2nd sis asked me to listen to the JB's song) which was Burnin up :D! Hehehehehehe && tonight XDDDD.

AND NOWWW, I'm so eagerrr to play their songs :D :D :D
AND AND I LOVEEEE THEMMM <333!
Ahahahahahahahah!

Here are a few songs that I would like to try out :-

1. I gotta find you - Joe Jonas <3
:-the guitar version is like MUCH MORE better! But I dun really know how to play guitar. I just knw simple chords :/ . And the guy in youtube says its kinda hard and the comments were all like "wow... thts kinda tough. but i'll try anyway"... so I guess I'll try it on the piano :). It's not that bad. I'm gonna print out the sheets & start RIGHT AWAY after that XDD. AND after I accomplish that, maybe I would try it out on the guitar :).

2. Tonight - Jonas Brothers
:- This girl in youtube plays it reallly goodd! She played it by ear :). Ahhh. So talented!

3. When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers
:- Ili can play this songgg! And after I heard her play, it was kindaa niceee :D. So I guess I'll try this one out!

4. This is Me - Demi Lovato & Joe Jonas <3
:- This one too! :D

The rest would be burnin up, lovebug & MAYBE, a little bit longer. But not really sure yet ><. Okayy, and maybe I'll find the original & FULL VERSION of clair de lune :D. The one I have was made easy ><. And incomplete! grrrrrr!!! Anywayy, do you guys have any idea what songs I should play? :D. PLS PLS PLS tell me at my cbox XDD. thanksss! give ideassss plss :D :D :D

lots & lots of lovee,
hens XD

P/S : OWH and yesterday nite, when I was in the car with my family to go to EDEN, FLY FM played on these songs :-

You And I both - Jason Mraz
Supermassive Black Hole - Muse

I asked my mom to turn the volume high and I was jumping up and down singing to it :D :D :D!!! I was waitinggg for these songs to be put on the radiooo! Especially "You And I Both by Jason Mraz"! Been waiting for MONTHS! And, finally they put it up :D

Okay thts it for 2day,

BUBBYEE XD

2008-12-12T13:12:00.003+08:00

TAGGED BY NADIAH :)

The rules:-Link to your tagger and post these rules. List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people

1. I LOVE CAMP ROCK XDDD
2. My current favourite band is the Jonas Brothers :D
3. I want to play MORE songs on the piano (:
4. JOE JONAS <333 *squeeeaaalsss*!
5. I enjoy eating chocolates & candies MOST of the time
6. I love my phoneeee!!! well, its because I keep most of my songs in there. :D
7. I'm always youtubing :)
8. I always appear offline on msn.

Tag: ANYONE WHO WANTS TO DO IT :)

Name – Helinna
Nickname – Hens, Hensna, Henna :) . And most of my frens call me Heli. Hahahahaha :D.
What do people normally mistake your name as – Dunno. Nothing kot.
Birthday - 5th June (:
Birthplace – Pantai Medical Centre
Time of Birth – Not suree. Maybe morning or noon. Hehh.
Single or taken - singlee. hehehehe

-Your Appearance

How tall are you – Not so tall. Just average.
Wish you were taller – I dun minddd. Hahaha. Anything is okayy.
Eye color - Light brown.
Eye color you want – BLUEEE. homg! I wish it was blueee XDD. prettyyy <333
Natural Hair color – Sometimes light brown. When I'm near the sun or light. But most of the time, it looks like normal dark brown.
Current Hair color – Refer to previous answer.
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color – NOPE. But I want to highlight it :) . And I want to highlight it either pink, red or purple :D! TEEHEE!
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair – Oh, I put on so many different conditioners to make it less freezier. It didn't work -.-
Glasses or contacts – Glasses :D. Hahaha.
Do you wear make-up – For special occasions :D~
Paint your nails - urmm yeaapp. And I painted it blaacckk ^^

In the opposite gender

What color eyes – Blue, green, Light brown. Lol. ? Anythiinngg.
What color hair - Light brownn <3
Shy or Outgoing – Both (: << like nad said (:
Sexy or Cute - Bothh lol.
Serious or Fun – FUN :). But he must be serius too.
Older or Younger than you – older laaaa. -.- .
A turn on - WHAT?

This or that

Flowers or Chocolates - I want a bouquet of ferrero rocher pls xDDDD
Pepsi or Coke - Tahhh. Anythingg. I love both pepsi and coke. haha!
Rap or Rock – err rockk.
Relationship or One night stand – passsss. hahaha.
School or Work - school XDDD. maann, I miss 2c!
Love or Money – :) bothhh, ^O^
Movies or Music - I looveeee bootthhh. OMG, CAMP ROCKKK xDDD.
Country or City – I'll pick city. (:
Friends or Family - Of course I love them BOTH

-Have you ever

Lie – Well, who've never?
Smoked - blechhh. no waayyy. I hate the smell!
Hurt someone close to you – Hmm... tak tauuu.
Broke someone's heart - haha obviouslyy noo. i'm a goodie goodie girl XD. hahahahaha!
Had your heart broken - hmm not sureee.
Wondered what was wrong with you - yeaapp
Wish you were a prince/princess - OH definitely :D. And I will live in my castle happily ever afterrr XDD
Liked someone who was taken – Is Joe Jonas taken??? Hahahahahaha *faintsss*
Shaved your head - Nopee.
Used chopsticks - YARRR. In japan or when I go eat at a japanese restaurant.
Sang in the mirror to yourself – :$ < what does this tells you ? :)

Favorites-

Flower – Roses <3, chrysanthenum (is tht how u spell it?) well because i love the drink :)
Candy – Bubble gumm XD
Song – Tonight, Burnin up, Lovebug, and everything by the Jonas Brothers :DDDDDDD
Scent - J-LO <3. Unyaaa ^^
Movies- CAMP ROCK xDDD.
Singer – singer huh??? ermm, jason mraz, miley cyrus, demi lovato XD.
Word – HAHAHAHAHA. I loveeee to laughh :) .
Junk food – Jackers
Website – YOUTUBE <33
Location – home sweet home.
Animal - cats, kittens :D.
Ever cried over someone - :'(
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself – yayeahhh.
Do you think you're attractive - Hahahahahaha
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose – twilightttt! and i wanna be with edward cullen :o . owhhhh and cinderella! hahahaha. not the another cinderella storyyy. the normal, original cinderella :)
Do you play any sports – tennis :).

CAMP ROCK :D

2008-12-11T13:19:00.002+08:00

Yess azalea, nadiah, izarra

Witness me saying "I LOVE JOE JONAS <3333" ♥♥♥

Ahahahahahahaha

CAMP ROCK IS AWESOMEEEEE

I LOVE IT :D

I love the songggg!

AND I LOVE THE JONAS BROTHERS :D :D :D

It's my current favourite banddd!

CAMP ROCK ;0

2008-12-05T00:14:00.005+08:00

OH MY GOD.

camp rock best gilaaa!

hahaha i dah ketinggalan zaman. well, yes exactly!

OMG OMG OMG suddenly i like joe . and and the JONAS BROTHERS! o.o

and their songs!!! o.o

hahahaha

I WANNA WATCH IT AGAAAIINNN!

TWILIGHT :)

2008-11-28T21:20:00.007+08:00

271108 ! - TWILIGHT :D

The movie was AWESOME! It was SUPERB :DDD! Well, first of all, I reached OU at about 10. And no one was there yet. Izarra & Billa got a ride from nad. So what I did was, I sat on one of the benches at the old wing and read izarra's breaking dawn :) . I read it like for an hour since they haven't reached yet.
Then, KRING KRING, it was azalea who phoned. She suddenly screamed at me saying that she doesn't know where she is. Lol. And she asked me to go to MPH. So from old wing, I had to go to the new wing. We couldn't find any single PRIVATE novels there. o.o .
At about 11 something, they arrived (nad, billa, izarra). They were at TGV. We had to patah balik to old wing again. I mean I had to patah balik again. Ahahah. And we saw the big twilight poster there :D. I did past by tgv but didn't perasan it was there. Hehehe.
Then went to popular. Azalea & Izarra bought one of the private novels.
Next stop was BURGER KING. We had to rush to makan i tell youu. Because the movie was in about 30 mins more or something like tht. So we gobbled up our food :D.
Okay so then we went to TGV!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh yeaa, finally :D.
Twilight was awesome :D:D:D. Me, billa & izarra were like nudging each other. And the first part where edward came out, O.O , yes tht was exactly my expression. And everyone in the cinema, well practically every girls were screaming & squealing including us. Well, my reaction was slow because I was mesmerized by edward's hotness o.o . The others, Izarra, Nabilah, Nadiah, Azalea were squealing toooo! Ahahahahahaha. And I think I had to wipe my specks like 5 times because it got all steamy and blurryyy. Ahahahahaha. When the first time Jacob appeared, everyone started laughing. Even us :D. Ahahahahahaha. He looked REALLY funny with those long hair. Ahahahahahahah. And when carlisle came, everyone was like "WOAAHH". He looked so white & kinda handsome. Rosalie was pretty. And I thought she wasn't because when I first saw nikki reed as rosalie in a picture somewhere, she didn't look that pretty. But she was pretty in the movie. And Alice first appearance at the cullen's was kinda cool :D. Jasper was cute too. hahahahaha. Whenever it comes to his part, most of the audience will laugh. Because he looked like he was in pain. Esme was okay too and she really was like a caring mom. So in conclusion, the cullens were great :D :D :D.
My favourite part would be the baseball scene, cafeteria scene, biology lab, edward's hse, forest, ballet scene. :D. Well, practically EVERYTHING :D :D :D.
And when the movie ended, everyone clapped (: . And some said "WOOHOO"! And this girl sitting two seats away from me shouted "ROBERT!!!" during the credits. Hmm??? Who was that girl??? Well, who else but AZALEA! Ahahahahahahahah. Me, izr, nad, billa were like "shhhh! azaleaa o.o".
OKAY so the movie was great. awesome. an applause. superb.
Oh and did I mention that Edward Cullen looked so HOT in the movie!!!! *jaws drop* *squeeaaalss*. !!! Well, yes totally he did! Robert did a great job acting as edward :D :D :D. YEAYY :D. I am still stunned by his HOTNESS O.O . *squeaaaalsss agaainn*!!!!!!!!
Alrite alrite, I'm back hahahahaha. Well, besides the movie, I also LOVE the twilight soundtrack :D :D :D :D :D :D . I loooveee everyyy song in the soundtrack!!! Bella's lullaby by carter burwell made me melt, Into the twilight by Perry Farrell made me all jumpy, Supermassive Black Hole by Muse fitted well. Same goes to Mute Math. And Robert Pattinson's song was okay too :D. Clair De Lune by Debussy was absolutely SWEET <3. I wanna play the full version on the piano ^^. And for the rest like Paramore - I Caught Myself and Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest were my fav too. It went out well ,the soundtrack :D. Oh oh! And not to forget the flightless bird song by iron and wine. :D. That song is soo sweeet :).
Ohkaaay so back to OUR story (: .
We went to the photo booth after that. We took photos twice. It was fuunnn. Eventhough we were pushing each other to get our faces in the camera :) . It was fun though.
So in conclusion, that day was VERY tiring & fun!
Love you azalea, izarra, nadiah, nabilah :D. Thanks for the wonderful day! And thanks for coming to the so called "2c outing".Ahahahahaha. You guys are the BEST <3!

I'm tired alreadyyy. But I will be blogging again soon. Or later.
Bye bye! :D

signing out,
hens <3 edward cullen! ^^

P/S : Izarra, thank you so much for lending me breaking dawn!!! You're the besstt :D. I'll take care of it, dun worry!